BIMBO IS ME!

2010-04-16T04:28:00.002+08:00

WOW. It's 4 months since I last updated. Well, there's nth much for me to blog actually. Nothing memorable for me to blog about actually, alot of ups and downs in my relationship. I've been trying to make up for the mistake I done for close to half a year already, just hoping he would give me the chance and appreciate what I had done. Deep down, I know, I may not be as perfect as her. However, I really did my best. I just don't want have any regrets in the future, because I know at least I've tried. I've learnt something, the real test is whether someone would stay with you despite walking away is the easiest. Have been talking to friends, they're still always giving me advices but the stubborn me still refuses to let go. REALLY STUBBORN. Sigh. ):

Enough of the sad stuff, I've graduated from poly finally. Moving on to a new chapter of my life, which is the real working world. Hopefully I don't get sick of working that fast. :x Anyway, for you guys/readers's info, I will be working as a bank teller for OCBC, but don't know which outlet yet. Even if I know, I won't be announcing here I guess. So, let fate decide if you could chance upon me at one of the OCBC's outlet? :P

Well, hope everyone's doing fine. I will be fine too. :D

2009-12-28T03:00:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! I think my blog's turning dusty. HAHAHA. But who cares? Anyway, christmas was spent with my childhood friends. It's been long since we gathered together. Was abit sad that 4-5 of them couldn't make it and it was left with only 6 of us? ): Still, I had an enjoyable day with the guys! Am so gonna organise another outing next year's june. Are you guys up for it??? LOL. We went The Cathay for our late lunch at Aston, and then to Mind's Cafe. Nice chilling session over at Mind's Cafe, first timers for everyone of us there and we had fun! More games next time!! Pictures below! :D Pardon the lousy quality for some pictures, taken with my hp.

2009-11-04T01:47:00.004+08:00

Ok guys, shall take this time to update abit on my blog. Hope you guys won't abandon my blog!! LOL.

Anyway, let's talk about love's dad's bdae chalet. There was a bungalow chalet held at the NSRCC for 3 days 2 nights. First night was the bbq, alot people came. Box and family came, ahcai too. Second day, was his sis and bf (jimmy) to ask their colleagues and friends over. So, meaning me and him got nth to do, and so we slept early for the night. And not to mention, me, love and jimmy went to the swimming pool before that. But oh well, I didn't bring along my bikini but still, it was fun cos I soaked my legs in the small jacuzzi at the corner! : D One picture from the chalet to share with you guys! I LOVE THIS PIC ALOT!

2009-09-24T03:06:00.004+08:00

Hello guys! It's been such a long time since I update. Got miss my face? HAHAHA. School holidays passed damn fast, 2 more weeks, sch's going to start soon. 2nd FYP going to start also! In fact, we already started, but not much either. ZZZZZZZ. And oh ya, I've found a job, a weekend job. Job scope is teach small kids art and craft at shopping malls. It's like a art & craft workshop for small kids. So, if you guys happen to see me, don't be surprise alright! COS I LOVEEEEEEE KIDS!! LOL. Anyway, some things to share. So here I go! :D

This is him and his very good friend, Box(nickname). If you realised, there's still someone behind Box. That's his wife, Angelia. We 4 always hang out together during the weekends. Got to know them through him. Box and Angelia married for 3 years already, have a small kid. They're a nice couple to be with, esp Angelia, she's always there for me when I needed her. Both give me advices when I feel lost. They're really nice people to be with. And ya, last weekend, we went Marina Barrage to chill out. So, I took a picture of them.

This's my bf's dad's pickup. Behind, we pasted alot of stickers. LOL. Can you see my Hello Kitty and My Melody???? :D:D:D

And yup, this's the cake which I decorated for him on his birthday. He doesn't really eat cakes, but still, what's birthday without a cake right? Glad he liked it. Went to have family dinner with his family and the food was awesome. It's been long since we all went out for a dinner. It's only special occasions that the whole family will get together to have a meal. Hopefully, they treat me as a member of theirs alr, even though I seldom talk to them. :x

Well, that's all guys. Actually nothing much to blog too. Sch's reopening soon, enjoy ur holidays as much as you can now!! Till then, seeya guys! (:

2009-08-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

Ok, pardon the eye bags, I think my face getting more and more cui alr. LOL. Anyway, back to the point. This was taken when my family went to celebrate my bro's brithday which is on the 31st July. We went Jp's Zhou Kitchen to have our dinner. More of like buffet type. The food was not bad, especially got my favourite crab! Ate till damn full. You guys should go Jp try this restaurant. Always alot of people one.

And ya, today is second last day before my sch semester ends. Time flies eh. 15 weeks just passed like that. FYP Presentation also over alr. Happy only. But still, UT3 yet to come. Stress. I can't wait for UT3 to end and it spells HOLIDAYS. Shiok. 5 weeks. Will be working I guess, at the Kumon Tuition Centre. But I want work other job leh, cos the pay for this job very low. Makes me no motivation to go work. ): LOL.

K la. Today is friday, so means stayover at bf's for the weekend. Enjoy your weekend guys. :D

2009-07-21T12:27:00.003+08:00

Apparently, we went to take neoprints for the second time! HAHA.

p/s: comments to yourself pls. thanks. (:

Anyway, school sucks and I just want to faster graduate. FYP is nearing and shit la, I've gt so lil time. ZZZZZ. Oh, and I'm working at Kumon Centre at Bukit Timah now. People, if you're going over there, let me know! haha. It'll be good if you guys wait for me till I knock off work at 9.30pm on Mon and Thurs and go home with me. :D

Lol. & like finally, my pay's coming.

2009-07-10T04:07:00.004+08:00

Can I don't wake up forever?

I'm tired of thinking.

I feel so stressed up.

Yes. I gt no one else to blame except myself.

Cos I chose this path myself.

SUCKS TO BE ME.

I know I'm totally a changed person.

Who cares?

I'm just lying to myself only.

2009-07-08T17:33:00.003+08:00

Hello guys.

Sorry for not updating. Was busing working for the month of june and im not working anymore. There goes my money. Sighs. LOL. So who got other job to intro me?

Anyway, RP sucks la. So many cases of H1N1 liao, still dun wan close down. zzzz. In sch machiam like in prison. I just hope school can end earlier everyday.

Ohya, im going for counselling soon. Don't worry guys, i'll be fine i guess.

Tags replies.
Ty: Haha. ok. (:

Sheryl: Hmm. i guess u know liao? Anyway, meet up soon ok. I miss ya.

Kenji: Yala. u everytime go also dun wan find me one. KNS. and where u gg ytd ah.

Lee: Updated alr. haha.

Pearl: yeahs! :D meet up soon too. anyway, ytd i think i was sitting beside you in mrt. LOL.

2009-05-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

Will not be updating any sooner.

Due to working straight everyday since holidays start which was ytdd till sch starts and till 28thjuly.

It's going to be tiring everyday, working long hours (10am-10pm) though the job is quite slack. Am working at West Coast Plaza as Redemption Counter. LOL. Feel free to drop by yeahs? I'll be so boring everyday.
Anyway, love's gt a job right after ORD. Am happy for him. But..... we may not have time for each other anymore. )): Hopefully, we can get through this.

BYE GUYS! off to sleep.

2009-05-16T01:05:00.022+08:00

This post should be up long. But, delayed it. This was on Qing Ming Jie, and I went with my family and some relatives. Paid my grandmother a visit and I have never seen her in real life before. Because, she died young.

Anyway, he bought me the happy meal's toy. So happy. :D:D and I wan the pink mac's glass cup too! Like chio only!

2009-05-08T02:25:00.001+08:00

THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE OUT ONE DAY.

no matter how much or how hard you try to hide it.

people, u got to agree with me on this quote.

LIESLIES&MORELIES.
GOODJOB.

2009-04-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

I wonder, how much to the extent can you love someone?
To the extent of dying?
To the extent of sacrificing almost everything in your life?
or what.....?

Tell me, haven't I done enough?
What more do you want from me?
I changed alot for you, I gave up things, friends.
But you?
What have you done?
Just by trying to curb your attitude and temper?
What's this as compared to the things I've done.
Yes, love isn't comparing.
It's all about understanding, trust, willingness.
But it takes two hands to clap.
When one is trying so hard, but the other one just wait and see?
What's the point?
Why isit Im always the one taking initiatives?
Why isit Im always the one at fault? AM I?
Why isit Im always the one giving in and enduring and tolerating?
Perhaps, all these weren't meant to be.
You're tired, and so am I.
Tell me, what should I do?
Im at a loss.

" No man is worth your tears. When there's one, he won't make you cry. "
How I find this quote so true.

2009-04-22T01:51:00.014+08:00

I want NOBODY NOBODY but YOU.

Anyway, it's been 2 days since school started.
And tml is my rest day, followed by thurs too. SHIOK OR NOT?
Well, sch's alright but still, I wish school will never reopen.
First day class, soso. Cos I don't really know alot of people.
Second day class(today), not bad. Saw quite alot of familiar faces.
Third day(this coming fri), VERY BAD. I only know 1 of them. ARGH.

So, went to Jp to walk walk alone after school today. Checked out John Little as I missed their mega sale at Expo. Saw nth except 1. (picture below) Still dunno want to buy anot. If it's satin, I confirm buy, can use for sleeping at night. LOL.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE. AM OFF TO CATCH HARPER'S ISLAND! :D

2009-04-19T19:23:00.001+08:00

Hello people.

Sch's starting tml. and it's like damn sian. HAI. Lucky this sem I only gt 3 days of school. Yayness.
Anyway, I want to update my blog. But when I pasted the picture links from photobucket to here, it wont appear. Don't know what's the prob. Does anyone knows?? I've gt so much pictures to upload. My trip to Birdpark, Qing Ming Jie.

ARGH.

And oh, wanna thanks those that showed concern for me. Really appreciate alot. And i thought no one read my blog already. ):
Well, i guess whether I can get my old friends back anot, have to depends on fate alr?

Tags replies.

Ty: Hey ya. Thanks. (:

Justin: HELLO! wow, didn't know u read my blog. I missed W25G too! ):

Felfel: DEAR! I miss you. seeya when sch reopens k!

Kenji: Yeahs. Of cos I feel it. But what to do? Anyway, free meet up ok. Been so long since we last had a good chat.

Yu: Hey, thanks for the comment. Blame it on myself ba.

Scb: ok! back from taiwan must tell me ah! HAH.

2009-04-03T03:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, am I still me?
Have I changed?
Im starting to feel numb about everything.
Am I slowly becoming into a person without feelings?
I really don't who I am now.
I miss the old me, the happy-go-lucky me.
I miss my friends, true friends, good friends.
I miss my old life.
Can I still get them back?
Sigh. ):

2009-03-20T13:48:00.004+08:00

Today's friday. This means weekends's coming. HAHA.

Well, Mum booked a place for both of us at the hotel tml alr. CANT WAIT!!! excited only.

Ytdd went Food Fair at Suntec with mum. Luckily not alot people, so still ok. This year nth much to see or buy. Maybe cos of the recession, not alot of companies wanna sell their products at the Food Fair. Anyway, im now so bored at home. Can anyone entertain me? Sigh.

2009-03-18T15:49:00.002+08:00

ALOHA!
Wanna know where this place is? Read on to find out! (:

Went BBDC with dad ytd, for my practice on BTT. Guess how much I scored? 43/50. Sian half lor. Almost passed. But nvm, it's trial only. Actual is next tues. And I thought it was like difficult, but still quite easy leh. LOL. Easy still fail? haha. And I did the test in like 15mins. Damn the touch screen computer. It's so hard to click la. GRRRR. And bf got lights out so came to meet me too! haa. So nice. After that we went West Mall while my dad went home.

Saturday, went Marina Barrage with him. LIKE FINALLY. Been asking him to bring me go there for quite some time, but he said he don't know how to go. But then, that day, we tried our luck and yeahs, we found it. WOOHOO. The place's damn nice la. And there were quite alot of people there. haha. Shall let the pictures do the talking ok. :D Pardon the pictures, some are not clear.

This weekend's gonna be busy. heehee. Sat lunch going to meet my mum for buffet at Royal Plaza On Scotts. But need to rsvp, she haven done yet. ):
Later in the evening, going to church for BSC dunno how many anniversary celebration. ( BSC is my previous student care during my prisch life ) HAHA. Going to meet up with that bunch again. So long since we saw each other. Every year I organised outing, but recently these 1 or 2 years don't have alr. So, must take this time to organise another outing again!
Sunday, is Dad's birthday. Not very sure how we're going to celebrate. Maybe going Sakura to eat buffet. LOL.

Realise I keep having buffet? Know why? COS I LOVE BUFFET! If you guys know of any places which have nice buffet, tell me ok!!! HAHA. I LOVE EATING MAN!

2009-03-13T15:12:00.003+08:00

And so...

ytdd was out at town with sheryl.
nth much actually. just a meet-up session since we both so long never see each other alr.
Fareast, Wisma, Taka.

She left at 6 and I met up with mum at 6.30pm. Bought a top.
Anyway, meeting mum later again, along with my dad. We're going to eat buffet at Suntec. After that, go shop shop.
But think of Suntec, I sian half alr. IT Fair over there, sure lots of people one. Somemore it's a friday. ARGH.

GTG PEOPLE. BYE.

Ps: Anyway, what's with you people? So what if you think my bf is ugly. I don't think he is ok. SO STOP SAYING HE IS. Just STFU. I don't think you're any better. If you think you're better, why not leave your name and show yourself? Stop hiding behind your com screen. Plus, I don't judge a person by its looks. If you don't like his looks or whatever shit, just don't come my blog. I don't need people like you to read my blog. Thanks. :D

2009-03-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hmms, quite true eh. Go try it if you want. (:

2009-03-02T02:09:00.004+08:00

WARNING!!

WORDY AND PICTURIFIED(is this the word?) POST!!! SCROLL DOWN IF YOU WANT TO READ.

So yeahs, all went as planned. :D:D Fruitful weekend.

- Ngee Ann City (Friday Night)

Went to the Army Fair. Not alot of people. More of the army people than those people who went. Love asked about his thing and signed up for career in NS. (meaning sign on)

Both in Navy and Airforce. One of the capt in Navy was explaining the career, and to me, I think it was not bad. Can get quite alot of money and benefits. And one of the benefits was that, if love were to get married during NS career, and when he goes Sweden for training for 1 or 2 years, he could bring me along!! Sounds cool eh? Haha. But that is if he could sign on successfully. Bond is 6years. Actually, signing on may be a good or bad thing ba. It really depends on how one look at it. Hopefully bf can get in, at least don't need worry about getting a job due to the recession which will last for 1-2 years. ZZZZZZZ.

Also, got quite a few free gifts from the Army, including a free movie ticket! Afterwhich, headed back home.

- Zoo (Sat)

Woke up around 10am and gt prepared. Bf couldn't wake up and it was only 1 hr later that I managed to wake him up. Tsktsk. Went to have lunch and then to Tamp Mall to buy tickets for movie later in the night. Caught My Bloody Valentine 3D, wanted to use the free movie ticket but cant. Safra card also can't. Worst still, movie was priced at $13. ZZZZZ. Just because it was a 3D show. -.- Anyway, so we headed to CCK and then board bus to Zoo. YAYNESS!!

Reached the Zoo around 3plus and we ended the whole trip at around 7pm. Was feeling shag. Plus, it rained stopped rained stopped rained stopped. Super sian. Walked halfway then have to stop. Didn't get to see all of the animals, was abit sad but nvm! Anyway, shall let the pictures do the talking!

And so, movie time. The show's alright la. It was more of gore, rather than horror. Made me jumped a few times. Shall rate it 3/5? $13 for the movie, I think not really that worth. And, I so wanna catch alot movies which are coming soon!

- Hougang Mall (Sunday)

Woke up and made brunch for him. Bread with egg and ham. Next, Hougang Mall to walk. Nth much also. Then back home for dinner and then home sweet home. :D:D

So hate sundays because he have to book in. Time with him always passed so fast. ARGH.

BYE PEOPLE!

2009-02-27T02:15:00.003+08:00

HELLOHELLO.

Well, went to meet up with him just now for dinner. Nth much actually.
Tml meeting him again, cos it's FRIDAY!
Will be going Ngee Ann City for the Army Fair? And then, Sat will be going zoo.
Ok, like finally. Cos it's like so long since I went to the zoo. Free admission somemore. HAHA. ( Cousin help me get the passes! (: )
So not bad har, this week well-planned. :D:D
Gtg! Seeya people! :D

More pictures of me! Pardon me, it's been ages since I camwhored. LOL. Those not happy can just click the 'x' at the top. (:

2009-02-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

And so ya, baked oreo cheesecake and blueberry muffins.

Actually, the oreo cheescake doesn't need any baking, just all freezing and chilling. Wa, but the process damn tiring la. Don't have the blender, all used hand. I mixed just the cream cheese can die sia. SO CREAMY AND THICK. The next day, my shoulder muscles ache sia. HAHAHA.
The end product doesn't look really nice la, but I tell you, it's nice ok!!!

For the muffins, the process damn easy and fast. So, chop chop finish.

Hmm, what to bake next? (:
And I seriously need a job man!!!!!

2009-02-20T03:07:00.002+08:00

Stayed over at love's house on wed night, cos he can book out for one night till thurs night.
And that makes me a happy girl! :D:D

Anyway,
it's 3.18 am now.. and im still not asleep.

Baking muffins and oreo cheesecake later on!! Gotta wake up at 11? Hehee.

BYE PEOPLE! :D

2009-02-16T03:12:00.003+08:00

So how ya guys spent Val's Day?
I hope everyone enjoyed their day, be it couples, singles.
For couples, may you all have long lasting love!
For singles, hope you find ur partner soon!

Anyway, Love came on fri night to fetch me to his house for stayover as usual. I thought we would be meeting on Sat cos he told me he can only book out on Sat morn. BUT, he some sort of gave me a surprise by popping at my house door that night. *GRINS*

And yeahs, slept till 3 in the afternoon and off we headed to Bugis first. Was meeting my mum for shopping. Wanted to buy bag since months ago but still end up, bought nothing. ZZZZZ. JUST BUY ME A BURBERRY BAG PLEASE.

Then, mum left with dad and we headed for neoprints. Who knows, there were alot of people inside. So there goes our phototaking. )):
Nvm, there's still other time.
Like what he said, everyday also Valentine's Day. :D:D
SWEET AINT HE?? He's such a darling at times, making me feel like princess. HEEHEE.
But of cos, not to mention, there's always bound to have quarrels. Still, we make up after every quarrel. It's what we called, Give & Take.

And so, we went Vivo after that. Daiso, Actioncity. He bought me tidbits and a plushie. SUPER CUTE. Pictures later. (:

Last but not least, late dinner at East Coast Food Centre with his very good buddy along with his wife and their baby!His buddy same age as him but already married. Young right! HAHAHA.But what to do, nowadays alot of young couples getting married. And and, their baby super cute and chubby la! Skin so smooth also. I kept on want molest the baby. LOL.

Reached his house around 1am and tadah! That's how we spent the day.Not that interesting though.But to me, it's the company that matters. :D

On Sun, we went Tamp Mall and he bought me chocolates! $15 bucks for like just 9pieces of chocolates? EX RIGHT? But still, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! LOL.

So, here are the pictures of what he bought for me.

With flash

Without flash

CUTE RIGHT??? THE PLUSHIE. <3333>
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.
I LOVE YOU.
waiting for the day when you will...... :D:D:D:D

2009-02-03T02:47:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME&HIM!

HAPPY NIU YEAR EVERYONE!

Sorry for the late wishes eh. Been busy busy busy. Partly no connection also. Haha.

Anyway, Chinese New Year every year also same. So shall skip the part of typing everything. Pictures only. HEEHEE. Lazy la. Oh ya, something different was that, I brought him to see my relatives and vice versa.

First time I brought bf to see my relatives. Maybe cos I already treat him as my husband? Woohoo. We'll get married, we shall see k. LOL.
Lesser quarrels, lesser bickers.
More care, more love. :D :D :D

Went for interview today at Wisma today. The manager wanted to hire me, but Im still considering cos if work is work on weekends only. ): I want work everyday! ANYBODY INTRO ME JOBS PLEASE!!

Afterwhich, met up with mum for a lil shopping, but bought nothing. SO SIANZXZXZX. Was chatting with my mum, and then she told me go put braces siol. 0.0
I SCARED LEH. HOWZXZX? LOLOL. but then hor, I will miss my two bunny teeth leh. HOW AH? TO PUT OR NOT TO PUT? Suggestions please. (:

I wanna learn driving!
I wanna learn a third language! (Mayb thai? cos the manager said alot thai flights) LOL.
Okla, I want be air stewardess what, at least must prepare myself first. (braces, 3rd language)
Like that got higher chance getting in ma. HEEHEE.

Valentine's day coming.... hmm.
And and! MISS NO GOOD damn nice, must watch!! WOOHOO! :D

2009-01-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

Things got to end;
Someday.
Really ~~happy~~ to have known you.
For letting me feel loved for once.
For letting me feel im someone important before.
Times gone, would never be back.
~~But i'll keep them as memo~~~~ries.~~
Perhaps, you might not.
People said " We'll only cherish when the thing's gone. "
It's too late to cherish now, I guess.
~~But if you're happy, i'll be happy too.~~
Thanks for loving me before, but it's my ~~bad~~ for not treasuring your love.
Hope it's a lesson learnt for me.
TO TREASURE THE ONE I LOVE; & NOT LETTING GO.

ps: I WANT MY FUCKING PSP BACK!

Currently the song playing in my blog now.

Disappear - Beyonce

If i beg and if i cry
Would it change the sky tonight
Will it give me sunlight
Should i wait for you to call
Is there any hope at all
Are you drifting by

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here

And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)

And then i lie all by myself
I see your face, i hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed
If it's good it's got to last
It feels so right

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear

I missed all the signs
One at a time you were ready
What did i know starting our lives
No my love, i'm ready to shine

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, disappear

2009-01-13T11:31:00.005+08:00

I WANNA HAVE FUN THIS HOLIDAYS!

I feel like.........

:D

2009-01-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

WHEN CAN I FIND MY TRUE LOVE?

JUS WHEN?

& I thought you were the one that im looking for;
& I thought you were the one that I can rely on for the rest of my life;
& I thought you were the one that I can bear babies wth;
& I thought you were the one that would be there for me whenever I needed you;
& I thought you were the one that I would wake up with every morning;
& I thought you were the one that I would go to sleep with every night;
& I thought you were the one that would always make me happy;
& I thought you were the one that I would always hug to sleep with;
& I thought you were my EVERYTHING;
so many thoughts, countless of them, just running through my mind.
I wont pen all of them down.
Im just feeling hurt and sad.
Ya, and it's ALWAYS ME WHO THINK TOO MUCH.
cos you're not me, you'll never know how im feeling too.

I always envy those couples who're just so sweet and I wonder when will I be like them. I think I won't get the chance.

Love is not all about jealousy. Love is not all about quarrels. Love is understanding, forgiving and trust.

WHEN WILL THE RIGHT ONE ARRIVE. Im still searching and waiting.....
All I want is a happy and simple family, a husband who is loving and caring. Don't anyone fit this bill? & I thought my expectations are simple. It turns out not to be. SIGH. ):

2009-01-10T04:07:00.002+08:00

FINALLY...

I've got the courage.

It's not as bad as I thought it would be.

But still, it sucks. (:

Night everybody.

2009-01-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

It hurts. It hurts to think about why it hurts, yet I can't seem to think of anything else. It's always there, all the time. I want to do something about it. Something that will make it go away. Or that will make me feel some relife. Anything. But I can't. I think about it. All the time.

Sorry, if I had to do this. One day, you'll understand.

A smoke for me, perhaps? (:

2008-12-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

OK HELLO PEOPLE.

back to blogging about daily stuffs. shan talk about unhappy stuffs anymore. dont ask me. cos you all by now would know what Im like. Im stubborn, this is what I chose, I wont regret. But anyway, thanks people for all the concern you gave.

changing my number soon, would only be giving to people whom Im really close with. and doing what I should be doing, so don't be surprised if you one day see something different.

Ok, sat I went to a wedding dinner with Mum at Fujirama Hotel. The hotel's not bad, food's not bad too. Wedding dinner just rocks, I always envy the couple getting married. And I wonder when it will be my turn. Sigh.

Some pictures on the day.

Sorry for the blurred pictures! HAHA.

Sunday, went town with Mum for some shopping. It's been sometime since I went out with her.
And yes, we bought 5pieces of clothes from Osmoose, and yes, we're members of the shop. I LOVE THEIR CLOTHES~ lol. Fyi, both my mum and me share our clothes one, even shoes. Super save money. And, mum bought me my M)phosis slippers. Double Yayness. :D:D

Ok la, that's all. Im still in class lor. 6P NOW! BB!

XOXO. (:

2008-11-12T16:16:00.003+08:00

Ok people, finally it's all over.

But well, I don't really know why things have to turn out like that.

I really don't know what to do anymore. Perhaps, im just nobody to you right from the start.

Im always the one getting hurt. Sigh. Sick and tired of all these alr.

It doesnt pays to be good or nice. Good people are always the one suffering.

IM NOT GOING TO BE ANYMORE.

fuckallthese. no matter what I do, you just don't trust me. But tell me, what right do you have to suspect me when you're the one being caught red-handed first?

Oh well, perhaps this is how we end EVERYTHING.
but do you know, im always waiting for your sms or call.

2008-10-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

SORRY GUYS.

NO UPDATES FOR TIME BEING.

AS IM IN A DIFFICULT PHASE OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

IMPT MATTER TO SEE TO.

don't worry about me, as I'll be fine. I guess. (:

2008-10-13T10:55:00.003+08:00

ok.
as usual. weekends are bf day.
so last week, went out with his whole family to celebrate his mum's birthday.

First, we went to a chinese restaurant to have our dinner, somewhere near Tiong Bahru I think.
Her sister's bf drove us there.
Food there was alright. Didn't eat much, cos I don't really have the appetite.

Next, we went to Singapore Flyer.
Was thinking it would be better if we sit the Singapore Flyer when the casino is ready. This way, there would be more things to see. hahaha.
But nevertheless, the ride was still a nice one.
View was pretty awesome. Managed to take one picture with my hp.

And so, that sums up what we did last weekend. (:

So this weekend, the whole family went out together again.
SILOSO RESORT AT SENTOSA!
yes, and one night stayover.
The room is nice la.
The bed, the toilet, the rooftop jaccuzi, almost everything la!

Pictures!

View from the bedroom.

This too.

Inside the room.

The toilet.

Staircase leading to the rooftop jaccuzi.

Entrance to the rooftop.

The jaccuzi!

The "toilet" beside the jaccuzi.

The jaccuzi damn shiok and romatic. In the night, if switch off the lights, the jaccuzi will be lighted up, got colours somemore! SO NICE!! But sad, i forgot to take pictures of it. cos Im busy enjoying myself in the jaccuzi with love! HAAHA.

And of course, we went to Images Of Singapore at Sentosa. The walk inside was long, cos there's so much to see. Took alot of pictures, but pictures wth her sis. (:

Den dinner at vivo. BAK KU TEH.

Back to hotel to spend our night and checked out the next early afternoon.

Weekend was pretty well-spent and I love it. :D:D:D:D
but of course, minus-ing the quarrels we had.

He's going to Indonesia for 12days. ))):

Anyway, im now in class slacking. Tired and Sleepy. *YAWNS*

BYE PEOPLE. TAG ME! <3

2008-09-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

OH.

I think I can throw away my blog alr. cos it's dead.
WHATEVER.

Don't really know what to blog about cos I feel there's nth much happening in my life, seriously.
But of course, as you all know. Relationships, School, Blah Blah Blah....

Kind of bored of my life.
Can anyone suggest anything, for me to do or whatsoever? Sigh.

And, wheee. It's finally weekends. He's fetching me later! :D
I WANNA WATCH MIRRORS!

2008-09-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

Sch's starting tml!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

New class, new faces.

DAMN. I hate new semester.

2008-08-30T07:10:00.003+08:00

so much so... for everything.
but yet, I feel you don't really care how I feel.

you always think im the one giving you attitude, but i wont if you didn't show me yours first.

you fell asleep on the sofa, wanted to leave you as it is, but I couldn't get to sleep if you're not sleeping beside me.
and so I went to wake you up.
1st time- you told me to go eat
20mins later..
2nd time- you just pushed my hand and me away.
2hrs later..
3rd time- you just ignored me.

I stayed up the whole night, couldn't get to sleep all because of you.
Clock strikes 7.20am now.
and we're leaving at 8am cos you need to book in for the weekends.
but you're still sleeping away.
should I wake you up?
but im afraid you would push me away again.
im afraid you would ignore me again.

you said you won't be sleeping early tonight,
you said you will accompany me,
you said you can give up sleeping..
but yet all were just lies.

LIES. LIES. LIES.

I know you're tired sleeping few hours for these few days, but i really wish you could spend the last night with me before you book in.

FUCK ALL THESE SHIT. im tired alr......

2008-08-25T17:23:00.003+08:00

What Cheri Chng Kai Yan Means
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I think it's quite true for me eh. Why not try your name too? (:

2008-08-23T01:17:00.002+08:00

BITCH DAY!

Made things short and simple, we went town then to bugis. Bought nth except eyelashes and underwear. HAHAHAHA.

Msging love.

& that's my beloved bitch.
LOVE HER LA! :D:D

Meeting love tml morning at Yck mrt station.
Got to wake up at 5am and here I am, still blogging away.
Time now is 1.23am. Pray that I can wake up tml!
GTG PEOPLE! TAG ME!!! :D

2008-08-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ytd went out with Leen and Liee. Collected my passport first den Leen to collect her pay. After that, met up with Liee at Paya Lebar. Went to City Plaza, bought nth can. zzzz.
Up next, town. Bought 2 jackets at Cotton On. Like finally. :D:D
Jp for dinner with Liee den home sweet home.

Anyway, As I said, I would be back with more pictures.

But not alot actually. HAHA.

Above 2 pictures are our " so-called mini house ".

The Killer Boots.

Once, I didnt went for work cos my eye was red. )):

Can see? My left eye.

Ok that's all!
Out with my bitch tml! it's been ages since I saw her.
I MISS YOU BITCH. <3!

2008-08-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

ok people, im back!

sorry for the lack of updates, partly due to me working straight 10days once hols start.

anyway, was working at vivocity for starhub.
Some sort of event, to tell people that if you're a starhub suscriber, you can watch the Olympics on the mobile phone for free!
And so, Im there to teach those customers. Steps are pretty easy.

Job is slack too, merely just spending my time away while watching the Olympic games.
Easy and fast money. WOOHOO! :D
*pay's quite high ok. 10days i earn $1000plus. heehee*

ok, bad thing about the job is the attire. wait till you see the pictures below.
I've to wear the fucking boots. FUCKING CAN KILL MY LEGS I TELL YOU.
Don't believe, try wearing it yourself.
It's not that im not used to wearing heels or what, but the boots really CMI.

My toes even went numb for days ok. ARGH. and I had to see doctor. JIALAT ANOT?! )):

okok, enough of whining, work's over anyway. (:

Enjoy the pictures yeahs.
Grabbed from Eileen's. Still gt pictures in my phone, not yet uploaded. (Lazy) :P

Our attire.

Mini toon's our fave. :D

Me and Leen.

The 3 of us who's working together.
Work's never boring with both of them around! :D

Us on Liee's dad lorry.
His dad never fail to drive us home after work everyday.
SO NICE OF UNCLE. (:

Leen & Jinyou.

Ok, more pictures to come if im not lazy or what.
PEOPLE, TAG ME AH. HAHAHHAA. so that I know you want more!

out with leen and liee later on. YAYNESS! :D:D:D
gtg guys! XOXO.

2008-07-28T09:35:00.002+08:00

And yes, he came and looked me up on that friday night.
All was well but then ytdd night, he told me he don't feel like being with me.

I don't know why, but im feeling confused. im lost.

Part of me wanted to let go, part of me wanted to hold on.

What should I do? )):

I wanted to let go because,
he scolds me for almost everything I said,
he scolds me if I whine to him,
he don't trust me,
he's always giving me attitude,
he's always want things to go his way,
he never listens,
he's petty.......

how does it feel like when you're scolded almost everytime by what u said?

Each time he scolds me, I just feel sad.
& His scoldings are starting to make me fear talking to him.
cos im afraid he might be angry with me again.
But I really feel i've said nth wrong.
Sometimes, I merely just asked a few more questions and he scold me back alr.
SIGHS.
Perhaps he's starting to get sick of me.
But cant blame him la, cos I'll feel irritated when my mum asks me alot of questions.

But still, it sucks alot to be scolded by him. )):

Still hesitating whether I should msg him. cos.................................

2008-07-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

Is this your way of ending our relationship?

From ytdd night onwards, I didn't get a reply from you anymore.
Tried calling you, but you never pick up.....
The phone just continue to ring...
Each time I called, all I ever hope was that you would pick up and I could hear you at the other end.
But each time, it gave me disappointment.
All I heard was " The M1 customer you're calling is not responding............ "

As much as I love you, as much as I don't wish to break up, but still, you cruelly left me just like that.

Is this God's way of punishing me, for the wrongs that I've done in the past. All I ever asked was to be with you, all I ever asked was, is a perfect love.

But nth is perfect, afterall.

From this relationship, I learnt that if a person don't trust you at all, no matter what you do, how hard you try, the person will still not believe in you. It just makes me wonder, then why am I changing so hard for? For fun? For play? Definitely not.
I did all these because of one thing, and that's I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

I just felt discouraged, after changing so much for you and yet you didn't "see" it.

Why do I always have all these shit happening to me? One after another. Im really tired, really very tired. Im tired of putting up a strong front in front of everyone. I just feel like crying. I really wish to just forget everything but I can't. Memories are already etched deeply inside my heart.

I know you wouldn't be reading this, but if one day you might happen to read it, I'll still be here. Always.

Life has to move on, that's what everyone telling me. But how could I move on? I really don't know how. SIGH. Im taking a step slowly and slowly now. )):

2008-07-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

HELLOHELLO.

anyone looking for weekend part-time job? please tell me! But must able to commit for 6months.
work as a service provider at west area. (redhill/dover that side)
pay is $7-$9 per hour. depends. but must undergo interview first. (:

ok, back to topic.

4days of no contact with him. SIGHS. i don't even know what to do. but i've sent an email to him. HOPEFULLY he checks his mail and reads it. )):

anyway, my life's getting more and more boringgggg.
it's just sch and sch and sch and sch. if not, got event jiu event, event, event. (work)

so of cos, you don't see me updating as often. cos i've nth to blog about!
but still, don't stop visiting my blog okayyy!
hahahaa. cos there's an advert coming up on the 13th!
do click on them! :D:D
thanks!

have a smashing weekend guys! XOXO.

2008-07-06T14:56:00.003+08:00

Ytdd evening went over to my relative's house for a small gathering.

Actually it was her baby's one month old celebration. So ya..

Ate and slacked around, watched dvd, played with baby, some catching up with cousins.

And her baby was soooooo small la. so tiny and cute. the hands, the legs, super mini size can!

ohhhhhhh.. I LOVE BABIES!!!! :D:D

Can see her hand as compared to our hand? LOL.

Mum and me. (:

2008-07-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

It's time I should really let go............ ))':

u gave me no choice.

my heart's aching, and it's bleeding inside....

2008-06-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hell this update should be done 1/2 week ago?

HAHHAA. but nvm. at least I did blogged about it ok.

We had interclass competiton in school and we were asked to sell the products given to us.
Students in DIEM sold Otwo products while students in DCRSM sold Lab Series products. I belong to the second category. :D

Our class of cos didn't win, but well, it was a fun experience for the class. A few pictures to share.

Our first class photo. (but not all present?)

In lecture theatre for closing ceremony.

Sheena Mummy, Me and Jinman babe! (:

Going to work this coming wednesday at town. 7am have to report already! Working till 10pm. Madness or what? But guess wat, high pay ok! *GRINS* hopefully, this event wont last min cancel. LOL.

Quarrels almost every night,
till Im really starting to feel sick of it.
Does it really make you happy by saying those words to hurt me?
Does it really make you feel accomplished or what?
What do you have to gain?
Why do you have to torture me every night?
Why do you have to give me sleepless nights?
When we're together, we can be very happy.
However, when im not with you,
you start to think alot and caused both of us to quarrel.
For god's sake, stop thinking so much and stop suspecting me!
Have trust in me, will you?

2008-06-25T01:27:00.002+08:00

Tell me,

what is love?
what is love without trust?
what is love without respect?
what is love without give and take?
what is love without understanding?
what is love with all quarrels almost every night?

Can anyone tell me..
does it mean I don't treat his parents good when I don't take the initiative to talk to his parents?

he say, I don't dote on his parents.
and told me to 滚开.

My heart just ached when I heard what he said, ached so hard and so pain.....
the feeling's indescribable.

Perhaps, it's time to stop all this.

IT REALLY IS GAME OVER. (hopefully)

*sighs*

2008-06-23T18:23:00.002+08:00

YES.

worked for Singtel yet again.

Flyers, flyers and flyers.

This time round, it's at Cine on the first day and Parkway on the second. DAMN. freaking far huh. but well, lucky it's good pay. IF NOT.... lol.

Giving out at Cine wasn't that bad after all. Most youngsters would take from me, and I thought they wouldn't. Lucky me. But people at Parkway, was like abit unfriendly. So yeahs, I die die also don't want work there anymore.

Bf was nice to come fetch me at Parkway after work and sent me home and back to camp again. He only have light outs. Sighs. Duty at airport seriously sucks. Cant even book out as usual on weekends. It all depends on his Encik. )): I MISS HIM.

Currently still looking for jobs. Have a few numbers but yet to call. Awaiting for one interview to be scheduled. Heehee. Shall disclose when I really got the job. It's really damn good pay, and what's more, it's related to my diploma can. :D:D

Caught Dont Mess With The Zohan with Mac Family, aka JERK along with Bingjie. Quite a stupid show I must say. NONSENSICAL. but funny la. LOL.

Up next would be, Wanted and Get Smart. WOOHOO! Anybody? (:

Till then, you guys take care and tag more ok! :D XOXO!

2008-06-12T09:06:00.003+08:00

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2008-06-10T03:21:00.002+08:00

i hate myself.

i don't like what im feeling now.
but yet, i like what im feeling now.

yes. im contradicting.

i feel bad.
im not a nice girl.

yes, so stay away from me.

sighs.

2008-06-06T03:45:00.002+08:00

I'll cry these tears and hope
Hope that my screams will reach your ears
That you will come to save me
Is it possible to die of a broken heart?
I feel that’s what’s happening now
I’m crying now
These relentless tears
I see your face
And my heart twists
It hurts to know you won’t love me
Why? Because I’m not what you’re expecting
I’m not what you want
It still hurts here
A pain I feel that can’t be erased
Please make the pain stop!
Make it stop please…
I’m still crying now
With these words I’m hoping my heart can forget you
But with the air of love around
It makes it hard to be able to forget
And the way you made my heart hurt
How you turned my love for you into pain
I don’t know how I can forget that
I’m reaching out for you
Hoping you will come into my arms
To make the pain stop
I look toward the sky
Thinking that maybe you’re under the same stars as I am
Feeling the breeze on my skin
Sending shivers down my spine
Remembering how your touch did the same
Remembering how your kisses would make my heart flutter
But now just thinking about it gives me a pang of hurt
My heart aches to be with yours again
But I know it can never be
So I’ll just have to sit idly
Waiting for someone to mend my broken heart…

2008-06-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY!

pffftt. sch hols are like just 2 weeks only. yeahs whatever, better than nothing.

remembered I said im going to post model cars of my bf's?
yeahs, took some of the model cars ytdd. perhaps, 1/735473268638947932 of them?
HAHAHAHA. yes, he gt damn lots and I haven even see the whole of them yet.
but sad to say, I managed to transfer 2 pictures from my phone, using INFRARED. mind you, not bluetooth, it's god damn tiring to hold the phone so close to the laptop. and it's like moving veryyyy slowwwlllllyyyyyyy...
shall upload the rest next time! enjoy the 2 pictures below! (:

Here I present to you guys....

It's BUMBLEBEE from Transformers!

Now, who's a fan of Bumblebee?
heehee.

The big one costs nearly 200bucks while the smaller ones obviously cost cheaper which I don't know how much.

There's more to come, mind you. ( if I managed to take pictures of them ) cos they're like kept in places which are hard to take them out.

OH YES! tml's wednesday. I cant wait for wednesday to come cos it's my bf's lights out day! :D:D

One more thing, my blog's like kind of lag. You have to wait for a while before my tagboard appears at the side. Do tag me ok!! So I know im not writing to the wall.

XOXO. (: Have a happy hols everyone.

2008-05-29T13:58:00.002+08:00

GSS is here and I wanna go shopping!!

LIKE OMG. so many things on my mind to buy, but not enough money.

Here's one tube dress from ZARA which i wanna buy.

Still thinking of buying a model car for my bf which costs 100plus.
It's called Subaru Impreza, if im not wrong.

He collects a lot of model cars. Next time I shall take pictures of those cars and post them up! I swear you guys will grow to like model cars too. DAMN NICE. He's good at making model cars too, but that was in the past. Those rich guys who drive expensive cars will find him to make one for them. Ever since he went army, he can't do well already. That's so sad. But it's ok, he said he would make one Lamborgini for me. MY DREAM CAR CAN. :D:D

As days past, I grow to like cars too. Each time when we're on the road, we both will look out for nice cars. Too many to name, and I cant remember their names too. Only he does. Heehee.

And oh yes, first time went East Coast for dinner with his sis, sis's bf and sis's friends last sun. Total of 8 of us. Nice hanging out with them, they're a bunch of humorous people. And yes, we sat his sis's bf car. Damn shiok la. He told me the car cost $100,000 plus. No wonder so comfortable. HAHAHAA. His sis's working as manager at a company called Molten Brown. There's one outlet at Taka. Tried the products before, and I think it's not bad. (:

Anyway, hope I can get along well with his family. I don't want his parents and sis to dislike me! But I doubt so, cos his sis gave me some of her clothes, either never worn or worn once. So nice of her. Hehs.

Ending a picture of me.

2008-05-26T21:43:00.003+08:00

LIKE FINALLY. im back, people.

Thanks to KianHeng for the helping me buy the adaptor. (:

Yes, overdue pictures. Shan do any talking.

that's my sweets. :D I LOVE HER.

Perhaps, what we need is time now.
to prove everything.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
I feel im just like a prisoner,
being jailed by you.
Everything I do, I cant seem to make you happy.
You don't allow me to talk to guys, even my close friends.
Other not-so-close guys you don't allow, I can listen.
But, it's just too much for me to take it.
How can one girl possibly don't have ANY guy friend?

I tried compromising.
But yet, each time, all you did was think too much.
Even things which dint even happen, you can make it sound so true.
Yes, I know you're tired.
But im really trying very hard.
Don't you think Im tired too?

Days spent with you for the past few months indeed had its ups and downs.
I really treasure the times spent with you.
And how I wish we could really go on for as long as we can.
Yes, marriage might be too far for us to talk about now.
But I enjoy having those talks with you, seriously.
Whatever it is, I learnt, what matters most, is that we should all be happy together now.
Everything doesn't matter, really.
As long as there's happiness.
If there's no happiness, what's there even more to talk about?

Even though we face problems at times, and not talk to each other.
I still miss you.
I still think of you.
I still love you.
I still wait for a msg from you. )):

2008-05-20T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hello.

It sucks seriously, not having adaptor. Cant do this, cant do that. -.- am so going to Fujitsu there to buy alr.

This post should be way up long ago. But...

Anyway, on my birthday, my sem 1 classmates sort of celebrated for me. They bought a cake for me and yes. Really thanks alot. You guys made my day. :D Pictures shall do the talking.

I love this artistic shot taken by Ben!

That's all. Hope you guys enjoy the pictures. (:

Sighs. Things aren't going very well. I really don't know what to do. I know I've hurt you in a way or so. But I seriously swear, from start till now, I've never done anything unfaithful to you. I guess, time is really what we need now. I let you free.

2008-05-16T15:23:00.002+08:00

The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's

You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else
You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love
You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin!

What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Well, a short quiz I've done. Seems like I love sleeping with nth on. HAHAHHAA.

Currently, my adaptor's spoilt and I can't charge my laptop when it's low batt. That explains why I've not been updating and stuffs. UPDATES SOON GUYS! Don't abandon my blog okayy. :D XOXO.

2008-05-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

YES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Im like finally eighteennnnnn. (ard 1hr more) :D Spells more freedom yeahs? I hope so.

Had an advanced birthday celebration with my family, cos Im gonna fetch him tml.

A few pictures to share with you guys. Made the photos in those pinky colour cos real colour not that nice eh. so change effect. Pardon if the pictures are like SHOCKING PINK! lol.
My favourite colour though. heehee.

I LOOK SO HAPPY IN THIS PHOTO. :D:D

I was looking at my mum's hp camera instead.

Although it was a mini celebration, it's enough to make me happy alr. Im glad I have my family. They're the ones who will always be there for me no matter what. They're the ones who will love me whole-heartedly. They're the ones who will sacrifice willingly. I LOVE THEM.

Well, wanna thanks those who helped me when im down. Really thanks alot. Without you guys, I don't know what will become of me. Perhaps a lifeless, emo me or whatever la.

Feeling better alot alr, and tml shall be the day we talk things out. I hope everything turns out fine, like some of you had said.

Thanks in advance to those who will be wishing me happy birthday. :D:D:D

YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD YO!

Replies to tags:
Johnne : yeahs, i know. But I really feel like making myself drunk. )): Anyway, find one day we go clarke quay drink. STEADY OK. with wiseys. HAHAH.

Yuanshan : ok, thanks sweetheart. :D:D

Justin : LOL. yeahs lo. can't help it. sighs. I will tk care. you too! (:

Felfel : Dear. thanks. :D:D

Jinman : I'll try! (: missya.

SZB : hais. yeahs lor. sad things ma. of cos emo. but feeling better le. (:

Benz : STEADY. :D:D:D when i free i tell u!

Danny : LOL. tt's funny har. :D u treat me ah? HAHAH.

2008-05-04T21:49:00.003+08:00

you said you don't love me anymore.
But I still love you alot.

you said we aren't as strong as I think.
But it's trust that cause me to be strong and think that way.

you said you're lucky to have me.
But I think im the one who's lucky to have you.

you showered me with love like no one else do.
you cared for me like no one else do.
but yet..
you hurt me cruelly like no one else do.

you said let time prove everything.
But how much more time do I have to wait for you to love me once again?

I know what I did in the past was wrong, was bad. And it caused you to worry and have no trust in me slowly. Everyone do make mistakes. Nobody is perfect. Even prisoners are given a second chance, why am I not? Life's so unfair.

FUCK THIS TAIWAN TRIP OF YOURS.

I need air. I need to take a breathe. I need break. I need BOOZE. Never in my life, I've this strong urge to go drinking. NEVER.
yes, drinking cant make me forget my sorrows totally, but at least, for that moment.
someone jio me go please.

I hope my 18th birthday won't be a sad one, SERIOUSLY.
who knows, i might be celebrating alone. sighs*
Life's unpredictable. )):

2008-05-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

HEY YO.

super tired from working. but glad it was the last day. :D:D

saw Raphael and friends. visited Rachel at Cotton On. den trained home at around 9.

Thought could go drinking and forget everything for once, but... cancelled. ))):

I really need a breakkkkk man. He's like torturing me, though he's not even doing anything. Yet, I felt so miserable.

I really don't know what to do. Sorry if I made this post emo again. I can't help it. SIGHS.

Can anyone save me?

Bugis with Bitch later. MISSHER.

2008-05-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

One week of sch had passed. No, should be 3 days of sch.

Went Vivo with Jinman today. First time going out with her SIAL~ LMAO.
Glad to have met her, cos I feel we really can click. Hope our friendship will grow stronger and stronger each day babe! :D

Dinner at LJS and off I went home with WeiJun and Mcclain. Both of them super dsiao la. But overall, I still dint regret meeting them. It's been ages since I last saw my Zara colleagues. Super miss them. ))): Weijun's still the same, except he's getting more and more lame. -.- Mcclain too.

Oh ya, and they both jio me go drink later in the night after my work. Notice it's saturday now. But im still hesistating leh. HOWHOWHOW?

Feel so tired of everything. I WISH I WASN'T ME. )))):

Ending with another picture of me. LOVE YOU GUYS. TAG ME PLEASE. AT LEAST I KNOW IM NOT WRITING TO THE WALL. heeeheeee.

Why do you always have to say those words to hurt me? Does it make you happy seeing me so miserable? All the things I have done, perhaps it meant nth to you at all.

2008-04-29T23:50:00.009+08:00

HOHOHO!

CLICK5 Badge! Fan of them? Tell me and I'll get it for you FREE! YES, you heard me. FREE.
okla, badge only. No BIG DEAL. lol. But seriously, if anyone of you wants it, just tell me. Keep for fun also can! (:

Im working for Singtel, giving out Click5 Badges last sat and this coming sat. This explains why I've got them. Yet again, easy job and easy money. High pay too!

I need money. Yes, you. Spare me some, will you? HAHHAHAHA. craps.

And like finally, tml and thurs don't need go school. SHIOK. i feel like a piggggg. heeheee. :D

2008-04-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Enough of those emo days. (: Thanks everybody, who've been there for me. you guys know who you are. <3!

First of all, I know you guys miss my face right. HAHAHA. and I realised I seldom take pictures alr. know why? cos i think i getting uglier leh! HOW?

And wow, 3 weeks have past since he left for Taiwan. Coming back next tues, which is also my birthday. I can't wait to go airport and fetch him. Sadly, can't celebrate my official 18th birthday with him cos his flight arrived 12.40am. SIGHS.

Ytd went out to Marina Square with my dear mum. You guys must be thinking im such a filial daughter right. HAHAHA. But well, wrong guess. I went out with her cos I need her to buy me stuffs! BAD RIGHT? like obviously. uhuh. she knows it too. :D:D

This's taken outside my house. lmao.

Wanted to buy shoes. and yes, I know what im going to get already. Im just waiting for the Great Singapore Sales. Yeah man. Charles & Keith YO!

Bought 2 spag tops at Cotton On again. cos it's fucking cheap. yes, 5bucks. why not? HAHHAA. and it's my style. Fyi, im always seen wearing tank tops, spags or tubes with shorts or mini skirts. NO LIFE hur? But seriously, i see no point in wearing dresses to school! cos it aint no Fashion Show. LOL. so, yeahs, get my point right? But but, i saw this black beaded babydoll in Cotton On! omgzxzx. I LIKE~~~

Dinner at Secret recipe again. :D:D

Den home sweet home! SWEEE~~

Monday's Blue. Monday's lessons are always boring. But one good point, can be quite slack eh. HAHA.
AND YES, 3 DAYS OF SCH FOR THIS WEEK ONLY. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

PP's due on 6May. (my birthday somemore). *hint hint* HAHAHHA. zzz. KNN. cannot let me celebrate in peace meh. WALAO. someone help me please. ):

im missing you, like always.

2008-04-20T20:44:00.002+08:00

I Feel So Hated.
I Feel Mistaken.
I Want Life To Move On.
Trapped In An Endless Twilight.
I Feel Disregarded.
I Feel Hurt.
I Want To Be Loved.
I Want To Be Needed.
Forgotten And Empty.
I Want Solitude.
I Want Companionship.
But Nobody Can Ever Know.
I Feel Weak.
I Feel Defenceless.
I Can Never Show My Feelings.
Have To Live In The Shadows.
I Feel Dark.
I Feel Misguided.
I Want Redemption.
I Want A Promise.
Will Nobody Help Me?
I Feel Cursed.
I Feel Pathetic.
I Want To Pretend.
I Want To Live.
But I'm So Broken Down.
I Feel Lust,
I Feel Rage.
I Want A Reason.
I Want Somebody Near Me.
For Tommorrow Will Never Come.
I Feel Trapped.
I Feel Old.
I Want Help.
I Don't Want To Say.
Because It Makes Me Weak.
I Feel Nothing.
I Feel Missing.
I Want To Be Embraced.
I Want Somebody To Tell Me It's Alright.
But The Comforter Cannot Be Comforted.
I Feel Cold.
I Feel Prevented.
I Want Love.
I Want To Feel Remembered.
Nothing Will Ever Happen.

2 more weeks down, & 2 more weeks left.
Waiting for your return.......

2008-04-16T00:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the previous 2 posts. I cant help it, was feeling way too sad. )))): Till now, things had gone such a way that I think there's no TURNING BACK. 2 words from him : FUCK OFF. Well, obviously it hurts alot when I saw it. I HATE PEOPLE WHO ASKED ME TO FUCK OFF. But seriously, does he have to say things in such a manner?? Still, I do love him. I mean I cant possibly so fast dun love him already right. SIGHS.

Learnt a few things in this r/s. I thought being honest in your past with your bf would be a good thing. But it turns out opposite. And so, NEVER EVER let them know your past.

Anyway, enough of that emo shit.

Slacked with Raphael, Haisheng and Bingjie after school. TOTALLY WORTH IT MAN. I tell you, seriously, BINGJIE WAS THE JOKER OF THE DAY. Laughed like hell. Took a few videos, waiting for that stupid Raphael to send me then I upload for you guys to see. SUPER HILARIOUS I SWEAR. LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

Hanging out with J.E.R.K or rather my MacFamily really make my day, though sometimes they bully me, treat me like shit. Still, I love them alot. <33!

And oh, last sat and sun, I was working. Giving out flyers for Singtel at Jp. ROCKS MAN. Easy job and good pay. heehee. Waiting for my pay now. :D:D

Thanks to all those who tagged me. Really appreciate it alot. LOVE YOU GUYS MANY MANY. & keep the tags going! (:

2008-04-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

IT'S SO UNFAIR.
YOU CAN GIVE UP SO EASILY.
I DUN LIKE THE WAY U DO THINGS.
I HATE YOU FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE!!!

FUCK LOVE.
IT'S HARD TO FIND SOMEONE WHOM YOU REALLY LOVE AND THAT HE REALLY LOVES YOU TOO.

all the things I've done, I still cant make u have trust in me. tell me, what more must I do?????
I pleaded and begged you, yet u showed no mercy. TELL ME, WHAT WRONG DID I DO?

Do you know, how it feels like when someone misunderstood you?
Do you know, how it feels like when someone just wont believe what you said when what you said was all the truth?

2008-04-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

It hurts so much
to be ignored by the people
who mean the world to you.

It hurts so bad
when you feel something
the other person doesn't understand.

It hurts to know you,
even though
it's what guides me through life.

If you say you love me,
If you say you care,
If you say you won't leave me,
If we spent so much time together,
spent so much talking, learning about each other,
then why do you still say you want to leave me in the end? )))':

So many emotions inside me, yet hard to describe. Cried like hell ytdd night. Lucky don't need go sch today, eyes swollen eh. But people, im fine now. So don't worry yeahs. :D Thanks bitch, for being there for me when I needed you.

I feel so aloneeeeee.... God, tell me. What did I do to deserve all these? Once close frens werent close to me anymore, once loved me so much yet want to leave me...

2008-04-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Sorry for lack of updates. Well, I guess not much people read my blog either. :/
HAHHAHAHAHHAA.

Yes, he's going taiwan tonight. I so dun wish to see him go. ONE FREAKING MONTH CAN! arghhh.

Stayed over at his hse ytd night, this morning went home first and waited for him. Said could come meet up for one last time before he leave. I waited and waited and waited..... msged him a few times but no reply. Can you imagine from early afternoon till night, NO REPLIES.
I felt so sad suddenly, and I started to cry while lying on my bed.

I don't really know why I cried either. Perhaps, Im disappointed and sad that he didn't come. Afterall, he did reply once saying he was out with his sergent. Well, I know I couldn't blame him. He was busy preparing for the taiwan trip. But at least, he could reply my msg!!!!!!!! ))))))):

Imagine im the one not replying him, he sure say I with other guys. HAIS.

Forget it, shan say anymore. NO MOOD.

Plus sch's starting this monday. FUCKFUCKFUCK. Hope there's disaster and then I won't be able to go school.

On a happier note, he's coming back on my birthday! 6MAY! :D:D:D AHAHAHA.
Can someone get me my Burberry Bag? oops. :x I would thank you many many.

http://www.burberryusaonline.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2536043&cp=2119866.1914960&view=all&parentPage=family
This is the bag I want! OMGOMG.

When you're gone,
I'll miss you badly.
I miss your smell,
I miss your face,
I miss your hug,
I miss your kiss,
I miss your hand,
I miss your everything.

2008-03-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Okok, I can't stop smiling. My sentosa trip with love has finally came true! YES. But we dint took up the package. Cos the attractions we want weren't in the package. UNDERWATER WORLD IS A MUST. And that's our reason why we went Sentosa. Underwater World rocks my world. Took hell lots of pictures. Upload some. LAZY la. HAHAHA. And yes, saw alot of sea animals. like omgzxzxz luh! SOME SUPER BIG SIZED CAN. my hair standdddd. But nevertheless, I still love Underwater World.

And next we went Dolphin Lagoon. It came along with the Underwater World ticket. The dolphins are cute luh. But dint manage to take pictures of them.

Last stop, CineBlast. Something like 3D? U wear those glasses then the seats will move. Quite fun I should say. heehee. A pity it was abit short, so yeah. (:
Dear was hungry and so we left Sentosa, heading to Vivo's Secret Recipe.

Home Sweet Home After that! :D

PICTURES' TIME!

Sea Worms. EEEEK. lmao.

He like this seahorse. the left one.

I forgot what's this alr.

SEA ANGEL!!!

He fell in love with this creature at first sight! I tell you, they're so cute la. You should see them flap their wings. HAHAHA.

This creature posed for me. It wasn't facing me at first. but I dunno why, it adjusted itself and faced me, and there! I took this shot! MY BABY!

Jellyfishes.

FINDING NEMO!

He bought me mine at first. I told him to buy for himself also. Cos I wanted us to hang the same things. HAHAHAHHA. nice can! eh, not girly for him ok!

Alrights. Am tired alr. Next post shall post me baking cookies for him! HAHAHA. Wanted to post few days back, but busy. Sorry people. :D:D:D remember to tag me! At least let me know Im not writing to the wall! XOXO! <3!

It's getting stronger and stronger each day.
& I realised I cant do without you.
I LOVE YOU.

2008-03-23T16:31:00.002+08:00

YES. THIS IS MY MAN, MY LOVE, MY HERO, MY EVERYTHING, MY MAID... (oops!) HAHAA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY! er, it was supposed to be yesterday, but im late in blogging.

And, to celebrate his birthday, our whole family went Clementi's Sakura to have our dinner. It's been so long since I had Sakura. I longed for their food. heehee. YUMMY.
However, I wanted to go Suntec's Zhu Jiang Lou, a chinese restaurant in the first place. Mummy said it was ex. SIGHS. nvm, my birthday. *evil grins*

Other than eating at Sakura, we also camwhored! HAHAHA. of cos la, got me leh.

Before heading out.

heehee. the sweet couple. (:

DADDY ROCKS. He said he will get me my burberry bag when he strikes lottery. I wonder when will that be. LMAO.

HAHAHA. vain me. :D:D

Yes, finally my Ipod Touch can use alr. ALL THANKS TO SIAO ZHA BORRRRR. hugs! <3!
I OWE U COOKIES. nono, i burn you your cookies. LMAO.

ok done with updating. bye people. and bitch, i know u gt ur babies. FUCK YOU. But, im gonna get a real baby ok! WAIT & SEE. HAHAHAHHAHA. :D

2008-03-20T16:10:00.003+08:00

MY LOVE FOR IDIOTIC BITCH IS NEVER ENDING. <3!!!

and yes, was out with her ytd. AGAIN.

remembered I said I won an Ipod Touch? YES. FUCKING TRUE. Cos I went to Henderson Industrial Park to collect it ytd. Bitch was nice to accompany me. (: But of all days when I had to go out, it had to rain. ARGH. luckily not raining cats and dogs.

Had quite a hard time finding for the company, Simpliz. But thanks to me, the clever girl, LOL. I found it. Was somehow being asked a few questions and photos were taken before I was given the Ipod Touch. They're going to post it up in their e-mag! COOL HAR.

Anyway, just a simple advertorial.

SIMPLIZ is opened by 3 fashion enthusiasts, Armed with passion and the goal to dress unique individuals. Their products reflects urban simplicity with á la mode style.
They also took part in events which showcase their products. Yes, they sell both female and male products. And so, what are you waiting for?

www.simpliz.com !! :D

After that, we went Marina Square. And no doubt, we camwhored while on the way to Marina Square. LOL.

Our reflection in one of the glass panels at Henderson Industrial Park.
Notice she's one head shorter den me? HAHAHAHHA.

Settled our dinner at Secret Recipe. Yes. im addicted to Secret Recipe. Don't ask me why, cos i dunno either. Had my usual Chicken Chop with rice, just that in different sauce. Mushroom sauce this time round. Bitch had Chicken Bolognese. We both ordered Chocolate Milkshake. YUMMY.

Mine.

Bitch's.

Ours.

After our dinner, we walked around and bitch bought a dress. And yes, we quickly went to watch the Fashion Escapade held at there. Stated 7.30pm start, but you see, normally people start half an hour later and well, I was right. We stood there like idiots waiting for the fashion show to start. Yes, lots of people.

Models are SUPER PRETTY. even me, will drool seeing them, much less guys. HAHAHA. I wish for a body like them. no, hair too. AWWWWW. dream on man.

One of the pretty model. And yes, I like this dress.

This too.

Captured a few more but don't wanna bore you guys with those pictures as they aren't really clear also.

See the guy in the middle walking? That's the designer, Jayson Branson? If im not wrong.

Pretty Host giving him a bouquet of flowers. SWEET.

1/4 of the invited audience. (:

It was around 8.45pm when the Fashion Escapade finished. And so, off we went home.

Did I say im kuku in ipod Touch? LOL. yes, i dunno how to use! argh. still need install itunes. WTFFFF. Thanks to siao zha borrr for offering to help, but im lazy! HAHAHA. use my psp first. lmao.

& Love booking out TML! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
Just let bygones be bygones. :D:D
LOVEYOU.
You made me realised Im fortunate to have you.

I shall end here and tml's Good Friday! Enjoy everyone! XOXO! (:

2008-03-13T19:33:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday (today) were stay home days for meeeee. ARGH! Boringggg~
Tml might be going Marina with my Bitch. yes, her again. IDIOT. LOL.

Mon went Jp to meet Bitch. I reached first, so I went to post my stuffs and waited for her to come. And yes, off we went to Charles and Keith. I PSYCHO-ED her to buy heels. HAHAHHAA. call me a slut, you fucking bitch. we're bitches for life okayyy. And our BURBERRY bags. We shall pursue our dreams together ok. (:
Or rather, who would be kind enough to buy me a Burberry bag, den I wouldn't have to strive with that idiotic Bitch. oops. :/ lmao.

After that, she bought stuffs for her Mr.BF at 77th street and Toy' rus (whatever you spell luh).

Zippo Lighter sehhhh.

My idiotic Bitch. HEEHEE.

Sat's gg to Beach Road to look at watches. Cos my stupid Mom put $100 deposit for her Rolex Watch and in the end bought from another shop. Don't wanna waste that $100 so going to look for mineee. Heard cheapest also $400plus. FUCK. Might as well give me the money go buy Burberry Bag. After that, heading to Food Fair at Suntec. Anybody wanna tag along? :D

One more delicious news, I WON AN IPOD TOUCH FOR FREE. FUCKING FREE. Can you believe? Cos I couldnt believe also. *&#(&!(*)!*)_#(_)!(# Going down to collect next Wed or Thurs.

Love's gonna book out next Thurs. Yes, still a long way to goooooo. ))): WAPIANG. * slaps forehead * I MISS YOU MANY MANY. I WAN OUR SENTOSA TRIP! :D:D wait for youuuuuu.

And this's the one I mentioned in my earlier post. The photo printed out by the printer! 4 in one. cool right. LOL.

Ending off with meeee.

Without makeup, got diff de. My eyes gt dark eye circles one. But dunno why not so mingxian.

Kaes la, enjoy everyday people! CHERI LOVES YOUUU!
❤ XOXO!!!! :D:D

2008-03-10T05:01:00.003+08:00

SWEEEE~ finally got to meet up with Jamie. YES. Realised my recent posts all got finally, if u ever noticed. LOL.

Yes, and of cos with Weiqi too. Sad that Janjan can't join us as she's sick. ))))): COS I REALLY MISS HER. MISS HER CRAPS LA.

Went Cine's Hongkong Cafe to settle our dinner. Dint finished, dunno why either. Den headed to IT Fair. WOW. Super lots of people. As expected, it was the last day. It's more of like seeing people than the products.

And we found Sam upon second hunting. LOL. and yes, weiqi's friends too. SUPER LAME. like wtf la. And Weiqi bought the printer. SO COOL LA. I ALSO WANT!!!! I got samples eh. HAHAA. Took the opportunity to print photos from my phone out. HAHAHA. cos the person who served us was Weiqi's fren. And yeahs, home sweet home after that.

As usual, late night talking with Love. I MISS HIM. ))):

And oh, I so loveee my hair in here. HAHAHA.

BYE PEOPLE. It's 5.36am now and clock's ticking away. Meeting with my Bitch again later! ;D

2008-03-09T03:03:00.002+08:00

BITCH IS MY LOVE. HAHAHHA. LOVE IS MY LIFE. er, sounds confusing? LOL. whatever.

Yes. A day out with my beloved bitch. So long never see her alr. Im glad I really met her and really thank God for letting me to know her since Primary One. We did have our quarrels and all, and of cos, lovely times together. But but, we will always be together, no matter what. BITCHES FOR LIFE! :D:D:D I LOVE HER. xoxo. 11years and still counting on.... and oh, not to miss out my another crazy bitch, TINGFANG, also my Laopo. Knew her since Nursery One. Cool right, till now, we're still friends. Yes, there are still others but not that close. :D FRIENDS MAKE MY WORLD.

Okok, enough of those bullshit. Went town and first up, LIME FLEA. My first time. SUAKU right. HAHAHHA. eh, but nth much leh, probably cos i was there around 6plus when the Lime Flea starts at 1pm. LMAO. ok. Next, to Heeren's Punkstar. Saw something I like but well, can oni choose one. And so, Topshop's! Bought black one. (;

We shopped till all the shops were closed, 11plus. And went to catch the train. Reached home around 12plus. Yes. Bathed and all, and now im here blogging, 4.40am. WOW. nice. since hols, i've been sleeping at such unearthly hours. WTH. Dark eye circles getting darker and darker each day! HOW?! ARGH. FUCK CARE. Shall tune back to old time when sch's starting. (:

Pictures' time.

Above 3 were taken while waiting for MRT. & I realised, my face was all the same. -.- HAHA.

Yes. The Black one. (:

Cotton On Body's fitting room.

Well, ending here. I LOVE EVERYBODY! and people, shower me with love too. HAHAHA. ok, crap. Nights everyone. :D:D XOXO!!!!!!

2008-03-06T02:14:00.002+08:00

YES! Altered my jeans and white knee-length pants alr. LIKE FINALLY. AHHAHAA. if not, the jeans will collect dust.

Went Bugis for alteration. It's at the second level of the Bugis Hawker Centre. He couldn't speak but understand us. So sad right, that's why I will try my best to find him alter my clothes, so as to let him earn a living. I mean, at least, let him have his income. Well, he do charge quite cheap also. I guess? People, do go find him if u need to alter anything. (:

Love got to book out for awhile and he came and find me. AND I MEANT A WHILE. SUCKS. so little time. I HATE IT. WALAO. STUPID TERRORIST. ARGH.

Well, walked around Bugis as usual and I saw something which I like in Topshop! $29! EX LA. For just one simple tunic/dress. Dint buy, cos don't have the colour I want. Shall try other outlets. WAIT FOR ME YO! :D:D

Let you guys see what it looks like.
Er, but I think cant really tell eh. But try luh. (:

I told you, it's just a simple tunic/dress. White's sheer, so am getting black. WHEE~

quarrels everynight without fail.....
when will it stop.
im tired....
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU.
DON'T PUSH ME AWAY. ))))):

2008-03-05T06:27:00.002+08:00

Alrights. Went Chinatown with Laopo yesterday. Cool. It's been so long since I saw her too. And bitch, if you read this, BETTER MSG ME AND ASK ME OUT! COS I MISS YOU TOO! ))):

Bought 2 knee-length pants, balck and white. LIKE FINALLY. Been searching for long, wanted to buy from m)phosis but way too ex. Got them at $52, meaning $26 for each. Well, at least it's cheaper than m)phosis! :D:D

Going Bugis with Laopo later in the afternoon again. Alter my jeans. WHEEEE! SHE ROCKS.

That's her and me. I think I looked fierce here. 0.O

Our reflection.

And FUCK. Ask that terrorist go fuck spider can?! KNN. My sentosa plan is ruin cos of him!!! CB KNN. FASTER CATCH HIM LA. WALAN EH! COS OF HIM, MY LOVE CANT BOOK OUT FOR 2 WEEKS! HOW SAD!!!!!! ))))):
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! &@%$*^#*(&Y!()*#)_!(#

OK. Done with venting anger. Heading off to sleep. It's going to be 7am soon! NIGHTS! (:

I MISS MY LOVE.

2008-03-03T16:58:00.002+08:00

As I had mentioned earlier in the post, Sat's going to be a fun day. Well, indeed it was. The day started off when I met up with my ex colleagues to have a dinner. The people are: Xiangjin, Hongjian, Mr Pak, Mr Koh and Andy. Met up with them at Je and off we headed to Suntec. It's been way too long since I last saw them. People do change, be it their size, looks or character as time goes by. But still, they're the same when I first met them at Richland. A bunch of crazy monkeys. HAHAHA.

Settled our dinner at Secret Recipe after MUCH DICUSSION. And I meant it. You see the words in BOLD? We discussed for almost an hour and I almost fainted. -.- The food's there not bad. My second time eating there. Well, cannot blame la. Im not so rich that I can eat there everytime.

The guys' mushroom soup.

This is what I had. Grilled Chicken Chop in Black Pepper Sauce. 3.5/5

My strawberry and mango ice tea. 2/5 It tasted like water? abit of strawberry only.

Andy's and Hongjian's Chicken Cordon Bleu. Sounds like Condom Bleu. HAHAHA.

Well, joke of the day. Mr Pak, Mr Koh, XiangJin and mine came first as we ordered the same dish, except in different sauces. We started eating first while Andy and Hongjian waited for their food. We waited and waited and waited, food didn't come and so Andy ask for the waitress. And guess what, we left out their orders! And we thought we had ordered theirs too. LOL. It was funny and goes to show how muddle-headed we are.

After eating, we walked around Suntec and off we went home. I was in a rush as Im meeting Weiqi to go Kiantee's hse.

And oh, this's Hongjian, the small little boy.

And this, Mr Koh. Managed to snap a photo of him.

And so, next up. Kiantee's house. We reached at around 12am due to me being late. So sorry, weiqi! Everyone was already there when we reached. Mahjong, laptops, tv. A big gathering.
Initially was bored, but after that, we started playing card games. Well, and of course, mind thinking games. I tell you, it's super lame. But well, what was important was that we all had fun. :D We also played Truth or Dare. And I had to lick Jasmine's ear! LUCKY ME. After that, around 2plus, we went nearby to have supper and back again.

People who mahjong-ed continued, and remaining, play card games again. And this time round, forfeit was drink a cup of water! Wa, after supper, we had to play this game and everyone was BLOATED! And, worse, the rule of the game, we cant go toilet unless we got the toilet card! It's hard to explain the game here but well, it's nice to play la. HAHAHHAA. can laugh siol, people contolling their bladder after drinking cups and cups of water. As you see, this game, we had to drink lots of water if you're unlucky! (:

Stayed there till morn 8plus and off we went home. Was super shag!!! And in the end, I didn't went for work too. I almost fell sick! But but, sleep cured me. AHAHA! Anyway, a super long post. And I hope you guys enjoy reading. CHERI LOVES YOU GUYS! :D:D

This coming thurs, Im going Sentosa with LOVE. I CANT WAIT!!!! WHEEEEE!! Cos we plan to sign up for the package and play! and night safari, wait for me! :D:D:D

Pay better come fast leh. I wan die alr. NO MONEY. And Im planning to buy lacoste polo tee for him. Or any suggestions of what brands? (:

2008-02-29T01:47:00.002+08:00

OH GOD. broke broke broke. money money, please come to me. I SERIOUSLY NEED TO WORK LA. But, I am!! Part time at Wisma, well, 1-2 days a week. How much can I expect to earn. *sighs*

SO MANY THINGS TO BUY LA. ))):

And yes, love is back and we went to watch JUMPER on wed at PS, along with his army friends. (: The show's not bad la, can try catching it. If only, there's such man in this world who can jump.... AWWW~~~ * dreams on * CHERI, wake up la dey!

Friday, I think im staying home again. gosh, friday supposed to be a fun day for me! BOREDDDD. Nevermind, im so looking forward to Sat!

First, meeting up with my Richland's ex colleagues for a meal at MS during evening. Den, night, heading to Kiantee's house to ton. WHEEEE! Er, not ton la. Mayb 2plus 3plus go home. This group of people just rocks my socks la. Mahjong, Poker, Slack. FUN is awaiting me. HAHAHA. :D:D:D

Sun im working. 5.30pm to 10.30pm. People, free come look for me ok? Im bored in the shop. LOVE U GUYS! hehs.

Pictures of me. Sorry la, camwhored abit just now. :x

I think my pout looks abit weird? HAHAA. retard.

yeahyeahs, i know. rabbit teeth. but, WHO CARES? (:

2008-02-24T05:18:00.002+08:00

HELLOHELLO. got home ard 4plus in the morning and yeahs, am here blogging. which is like 5.30am now. HAHAHA. night owl.

Went Amber21 with Weiqi just now, at Circular Road to meet up with Kiantee and his friends. His birthday, that's why. Straight away after work at 11.40pm, met Weiqi at orchard and off we went.

Due to some reasons, I wanted to go home at first. DAMN PEKCHEK. plus you know, my auntie came. ARGH. (@^$&^!&^#*&!(*#(*!

But nevertheless, I still went in the end. And wow, Circular Road there alot of small pubs. And all sorts of different people can be seen there also. Amber21 so small place la, but a nice place to chill. Left around 2plus and went nearby coffeeshop to eat.

Almost all the guys were like DRUNK. wtf. -.- no, not drunk. seriously drunk like only got 1 or 2. others were just SUPER HIGH. damn crazy la. waiting for those guys to be somehow CLEAR-HEADED were like super duper long. stood outside Amber21 for like half an hour? -.-
However, overall still fun la. Of cos la, with them. LAUGHTER IS ALWAYS THERE. and thanks to eileen and weiqi, for introducing me to them. HAHHHAA.

And yeahs, cabbed home with Sam, Weiqi and one guy called Zack? Happen to be my friend's bf. (world so small eh) LOL. Sam was like super noisy in the cab. Keep talking and talking. But good la, somehow keep me entertained.

Hmms, I think I prefer pub to club. At least, can sit down, chill and relax. cos I dun really know how to dance. Mayb tt's why i prefer pub. HAHAHAA.

Andand, I MISS MY BABY. 3 more days! :D:D:D:D BYE PEOPLE!

2008-02-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

Am back from my godma's hse, which is my mum's longtime friend. WHEEEE. I JUST LOVE GOING TO HER HSE. so shiok can. Hse so nice, everything also nice la. tskkk. I wish my future house would be similar. :D:D

Yeaps, started working at Cotton on last thurs. As compared to ZARA, it's more slack la. Do things also can take own sweet time one. HAHAHHAHA. working later in the evening, so shan stay up late.

Oh yes, im going to shop before going to work later on. M)phosis sale man! Bought a top ytd which cost me only $8 can! Usual price $27.30. FUCKING CHEAP la. LOLOLOL. and yes, not to forget cotton on's clothes also. I need them for work. ARGH.

I MISS MY LOVE TERRIBLY. ))): One week plus more and he will be back. HAIS.

Yeaps. this's the m)phosis top im talking about. :D

2008-02-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

Chu3 alr! :D:D:D wellwellwell, relatives coming my hse later in the night but i guess im not home. WAHAHAHAHA. AWWWW~ too bad la.

Went temple at Tpy there. SO MANY PEOPLE. almost died la. hot somemore. tskkkk. cabbed there and cabbed home. Went dad's fren hse without dad. -.- cos he GL. dun wan go. So, me, mum and bro went. Ate alot. Den home to rest.

Evening, met up with cousins at JP to watch CJ7. WOOO! Damn nice and cute la. So funny and yet touching at the same time. I gave it 4 stars out of 5. (: ROCKS MAN. Headed to Eryi's house after movie. Stayed there till 11plus. cos all gambled gambled and gambled. LOL.

Ytdd night was an enjoyable night for me. I MISS YOU. )))):

Slept at 7am in the mornin. and now, here I am blogging. (:

HAPPY CHI NEW YEAR GUYS! more angbaos for me!!!

2008-02-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

PHEW!~ Just back from visiting. one word, TIRED TIRED AND TIRED. As usual, 3 hses' visiting on ChuYi. First up, my ahma's hse and then my ahgong's hse. Cos you see, they live separately as my ahgong got another "wife". SIGHS. Around evening, we headed to my Dayi's house. Yes, that's right. All of us woud gather there every year without fail. :D:D It's a chance for us to catch up with one another. I LOVE MY RELATIVES LA! <3!

Tml got to wake up early go bainian again. ARGH. Then, cab down to a temple at Toapayoh. Cos, me and dad FAN TAI SHUI. -.- But, need go till Toapayoh meh. tskkkkk. anyway, shan complain. cos am cabbing to there. LOL.

yeahs. so let pictures do the talking. I got to go wash up and sleep already. BYE PEOPLE! :D
And i had collected 10 angbaos so far. What about you people? (:

First my zhilian photos. LOL.

This is what I wore today.

Presenting to you my family :

Mum.

Dad.

Bro.

Passed by the ferris wheel. (:

Who will be so nice to bring me there? :D

2008-02-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOHELLO! :D guess what, today was the last day of sch! Like finally. My 10weeks of holidays! WHEEE! Weird to say, when holidays are here, I will somehow miss school. When sch's reopen, I dislike going sch. HAHAHAHA. whatever~ I just hope to have a nice class next semester. A class like W25G? <3!

Last week of sch always give us the excuse of asking the faci to treat us. And yes, ytd's and today's faci treated us! Canadian Pizza ytd and KFC today! THEY ROCKS MY SOCKS. lol. As expected, some of my classmates dint attend sch and thus resulting in 2-3 groups for this week. And this also implies, sch ended early almost everyday. SHIOK.

Andand, camwhore is a must for last week of sch. So, later in the post. Pardon me, yeahs? but, it's not that much la. HAHA. I know you guys miss my face. So, must put alot of my pictures ma. :D:D:D

Well, words to W25G :
You guys rocks like fuck. Bonding among the class although wasn't that strong, but we don't really have conflicts. We got along well with each other for the past few months and time really flies! It's time for us to go our separate ways and Im really glad to be in this class, as I have made alot of good and nice friends. Friends who are there for me always, no matter rain or shine. Though the guys really are sickening, keep dsiao-ing me and a few girls. Butbut, without you guys, W25G aren't that lively and enjoyable! Im soooooo going to miss you guys alot la. )))))))): W25G is loved!

CNY's getting nearer and nearer! Have you guys bought any clothes yet? if haven, faster pack ur ass and go shopping! SHOOPPING IS LIKE SOOO FUNNN LA! <33333!
Looking forward to CNY, angbaos angbaos and more angbaos. * GRINS * plus not leaving out a get-together session with my beloved cousins!

ANYONE GOT JOB LOBANGS? ((:

To end this post off, I wish everyone a happy weekend! Enjoy and don't forget to visit my blog! HUGS! :D

Culture's faci. Guess which is her. (:

Banana & Me!

Fir aka Hweeling. LOL. ( Inside joke )

The ' Dai-dee ' Gang. -.-

V & Me.

Stanley & Me. He everytime come dsiao me when I chatting. Box him!!

Jianhan & Me.

Culture faci, Hattie Liew with us.

Entreprise's faci, Gerrard! HE ROCKS! :D:D

From left to right: Liee, Min, Me, Reena

Retard aka WOLS aka Idiot & Me!
p/s : I gave her alot of names. WAHAHHAA.

Albert!!! LOL.

List of class' contact no. My name the biggest right. :D I dunno why either. Andand, not I write de ok!

Last but not least,
presenting to you a....... VULGAR ME!

U.F.O!!!
p/s: Used this effect cos my Face expression looked fugly. HHAHAHA.

2008-01-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

Bought nth. ))))): Have the urge to buy BRANDED bags now. But, I couldnt afford it la. Anyone to sponsor? LOLOLOL. I want either burberry or coach.

I wasn't that brand conscious in the past, but now, on the streets, Gucci, Coach and LV bags everywhere. Makes me feel like getting one. pleaseeeeee........

Sighs. I guess later on will be stay home day. Cos my sex partner SUPER DUPER lazy. complain queen la. TSKKKK.

It's 2.46 am now. and im still awake. -.- it's weekends of course! :DDD

2008-01-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

It's weekend! Time for shopping. :D:D Most probably heading to Bugis with mum later in the afternoon. You must be thinking that im a good girl. But im afraid you guessed wrongly! LOL. Im broke, going out with her doesn't need me to pay for myself and so that explains why. heehee.
MOTIVE.

Well, left one more week for sch. Sch's great. Getting closer with my classmates and I love them to bits. Especially my banana. I miss her! And not to leave out, tt stupid min, yvonne and liee. HAHAHA.

Banana is a cheerful girl, petite in size. I call her banana because her name rhymes with it. REENA REENA BANANA! And she calls me KAMENG SOUP. -.- sounds weird and no link right. But nevermind, used to it alr. lol.

Min is also another petite girl. Somehow talked a little with her. Find that she's not bad eh. LOL. She and Banana can be good friends, cos they look like MALAYS.

My classmates rock! Outing during holidays pleaseeeeeeee.

As they say, new ones don't come when old ones don't go. I agree. However, I still treasure and cherish my old ones. And I hope things could be like last time.

Met up with Birdbird just now and we went Jp's library. Watched Grudge 2 in my lappie. Still not finished yet. Shall watch when I have the free time. And Birdbird sent me to interchange first before he went off. :D I shall enjoy my weekends like TOTALLY!

anyway, Hongkong or Taipei? I cant make a decision.

Im left with nothing. ))))))):

2008-01-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

*sighhs* things just don't go the way I want them to be. One after another, when is it going to end? For now, I just hope everything will be back to normal asap. ))))))): IM SORRY.

Was with sex partner after sch ytd, we slacked at civic mac till 7plus den went home to watch Golden Path. Me like!! (((((: Yeahs, and fri night sex partner and her bfl drove me out to changi to have supper. Ate satay and chicken rice. Wow. Such a long ride har. LOL. But nevertheless, i did enjoyed myself with sex partner. I LOVE HER. & I BET SHE IS TOO. hahahahahaha.

Sch was such a boredom nowdays. FUCKING SIAN. How i wish this week is last week of school. And I wanna work!! WHO GOT LOBANG?? I need money.

Pictures of me wearing shades. Do I look weird wearing them? LOL.

I just need someone to care for me now. I feel so lonely. ))))):

2008-01-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

Perhaps things weren't meant to be, & I had to give up. But no matter what, Im glad that I met you. It always feel nice with you around. I just miss you, my friend. ):) Im feeling both sad and happy.

Anyway, TGIF! I love weekends! Most probably going Bugis with my mum. Sunday's a stay-home day, and clean-up house day. * Shouts MAFAN * arghhhhhhhhhhh~

Meeting up with my Bitch later at Jp. SHE MISS ME & I MISS HER TOO. that's why. haha.
To be exact, she needs my listening ear. Bitch, see I so good right. F. U better treat me like this also. If not....... * evil grins * LOL.
Come to think of it, knew my bitch since Primary One? Yeahs, gone through ups and downs, not missing our quarrels and of cos, the good times too. She's one friend that will stay in my heart forever, and Im glad that I met her too. ((((:
I LOVE YOU BITCH. <33333333

& not missing out on my sex partner and sweetheart! HUGS. you guys made my day everyday!

Till then, you guys take care and have a fucking wonderful weekend. And oh, don't forget to come by my blog yeahs? HAHAHAHA.

2008-01-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Alrights, one week of sch had gone. PHEW. left with 3 more weeks. FASTER CAN. )))): sch sucks. But on a lighter note, I do look forward to going sch with someone. However, things just last for 2 days. Hmms, it's ok. I guess I shouldn't rush it, cos I feel like im rushing. Thus, im unhappy. I don't like the feeling that is inside of me now. ARGHHH.

Im so in love with chinatown now. Cos there got sell clothes which I like. Bought 3 dresses. (((: Still not enough leh. Dress-fetish. But, my sex partner is Bfl-fetish. WAHAHAHHAA.

And today VB. AGAIN! FUCK. I really don't know a single thing lor. Luckily it's the last VB lesson. Thank God. If not I can go die alr. Other than that, sch was alright for me. As usual, with sweetheart. Without her, I don't think I would even wanna go sch can. TSKKKK.

I miss the owner of this laptop. ): HA!

2008-01-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Sch's starting later. and Im still in hols mood. SIGHS. like so fast can. ))))))):

Wanted to go shopping today with my mum, in the end, NEVER. wtf lor. so sian, wait for her shop tgt like wait for money drop from sky. -.- But nevertheless, i met her at JP at 8plus for dinner. HAHAHA. Ate at Kopitiam den Swensens. YUMYUM. Breaded Cheese Sticks and Cookie Summit. hmms, not bad eh. But I still prefer Andersen's Rum & Raisin. HAHAHA.

Hope sch for me later will be fine. It is Maths & Computering Module. I pray, pray hard that it won't be a difficult problem. And and, breakout to meet sex partner, sweetheart, felfel! (: MISS THEM SO MUCH CAN! wheeee. <333>

2008-01-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

Today whole day at home. -.- sian. I don't care, tml im going out. with my mum, ahhaha.

Fri met up with my sweetheart and sex partner. We went to eat Sakae at Cwp. WAHAHA. As usual, i started being crazy and laugh like nobody's business. LOL. Damn fun la. And we camwhored of cos. (: And we took near to 200photos. OMG. Can faint.

Let pictures do the talking. LOL. Enjoy~

A lil bit of my self loving first. HEEHEE.

That's my fried tofu. WAHAHHA

This's my sex partner. :D

And this, made me laugh like mad. LOL.

Come on, let's sing " Tuo diao, tou diao, tuo diao..... " LOL.

And tada! Sex partner TUO DIAO alr. AHAHAHAHHA.

My sweetheart.

Guess who's feet is this. (:

2008-01-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOHELLO. You guys must have seen my nick in msn. Here's about it! (:

The First Party Rendezvous which washeld on 10th Feb 2006 at ChinaBlack wasa " delirium ". It was a fantastic night with dance and beatbox performances by XXXessive as well as a Beauty Contest. Some 1,100 people attended it and had a magnificent night.

This time round, Party Rendezvous will be held on 16th feb(SAT)at Zouk! It will be a fun night as well! So, party goers don't miss this chance! What are you waiting for? (:

Date: 16 February 2008
Time: 8pm
Venue: Zouk
Presales: $20
Door Sales: $22

*** Admission includes 1 standard drinkor mixer*** Each ticket can be used as a votein the beauty contest

TERMS & ENQUIRIES
Age limit - 18 and above
Tickets sold are not refundable
Ticket holders must enter club before2300hrs
1 standard drink choice includes the following:
- Beer
- Heineken Draft
- Orange Juice
- Red and White wine - Chardonnay &Cabernet Sauvignon
- Lime Cordial
- Vodka - Smirnoff Red Label
- Bitter Lemon
- Gin - Gordon's
- Ginger Ale
- Tequila - Sauza
- Bar Gun Standards - Tonic, Lemonade,Coke
- Bourbon - Jim Beam
- Fruit Punch
- Johnnie Walker Black Label
- Hennessy
- Meyers White Rum

Promotion for the night- One for One drinks promotion from 2230 - 0000
Waived entry to Zouk and Phuture. All ticket holders may stay on for free after the event.

For more enquiries, please get back to me at 81616815.
Do give me a sms if I happen not to pick up your call.
Thanks alot guys! (: I know it will be alittle too early, but.. better be safe than sorry! HEEES.

Cheers!*
xoxo,
CHERI.

2008-01-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

Sighs. Holidays ending soon and that means school is starting also. AWWWW~ like so fast can. Nevermind, one more month of school to go and I'll have my long 2months break. HEEHEE. Gotta find work soon eh, cos the Cotton On Body not yet given me my schedule. Switch jobs better har. Anyone got any jobs to intro? (:

Today whole day at home. Sleep, online, eat. Basically it's my daily routine for these days. Sounds like a pig to you har? But who cares? And and, Alien Vs Predators 2 is out!! I WANNA WATCH! I've been waiting for it like months? LOL. Anyone would be so kind to bring me go watch? hehhehs.

Just some random photos I found.

Me and my mum. <3

And that's my sweetheart! (:

2008-01-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wellwellwell, ytd was spring cleaning day for me. one word : TIRED. living room still have stacks of books waiting for me to clear. Ohgosh. I feel sick whenever I looked at it. can anyone help me pack? HAHA. But, at least, my room's now clean and tidy. I JUST LOVE MY ROOM.

One sad thing happened while I was cleaning my make-up table. I broke the Burberry perfume! And it's like NEW can. I was sad la. Altho it's nt my money, but i still feel heartpain. It cost $150. )))))): IM SORRY MUM. I need to buy a new one back for her. I don't blame her. hais

Day before met up with leen's friends again. But there were only four of them. Like so pathetic, but nevertheless, we still laughed like no one's business. Cos they are one BIG JOKERS. lol. They never fail to make me laugh. We ate pizzahut and walked around cwp after that. Leen and me made our way down to Esplanade at 9 without them, cos they don't wanna go.

Fireworks was alright. It's still not the nicest as what I had seen previous times. But I did enjoyed myself. Was pissed off when the crowd was super duper... INDESCRIBABLE. Whole place was congested and it was really everywhere! -.- Took hours to reach leen's hse. Fireworks ended 12.10am and we reached her house at 3am. NICE.

My cousin. (: She came my hse when I was about to leave.

Started taking photos while waiting for the fireworks to start. -.-

1/973465398973989 portion of people

2007-12-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ok, im back. sorry for not updating. IM LAZY. heehees. time flew, my hols going to end soon but I still not yet called up for work. FUCK. i need money, can anyone spare me some? LOL. am down with flu now, mayb abit of fever? ): slept from ytd 10plus to this evening 5pm. shiok. but yet, i still feel tired. Really hope I can recover faster, cos I dun wanna be stuck at home. ARGH! and tml's eve of new year. I WANNA JOIN IN THE FUN MAN!

Ytdd went out with my Bitches. I MISS THEM. ): We went to Marina Square's Yuki Yaki to eat. Food there was alright only. I gave it 2 out of 5 stars. I prefer Sakura can. Although I don't really like Seoul Garden, but at least Seoul Garden much more better den Yuki Yaki. But but, it's up to you guys to go try it out ok. It's just based on my opinions. hehs. After that, walked around Marina Square and den to town to meet up with my mum. It was at town den I started to get sick. Flu and I was sneezing non-stop. I was agitated and my mood sucks. Sorry Bitches, I don't meant for this to happen but when one's sick, you wont have the mood to shop and stuffs. Felt bad being mean to my mum also. ): So went home at ard 7plus.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BITCH! [ 29th nov ] (:

Ok, and I looked fugly that day, so pictures were less. ): you guys don't miss me k. HAHA!

Start of the " bbq-ing "

End of the " bbq-ing "
Guess what, we changed 3 times of that aluminium sheet. HAHA! cos each time we finished cooking, it ended up like this!

YO! BIRTHDAY GIRL IN THE HOUSE! lol.

can see how my bitch was so scared of the " bbq-ing " thing? LOL.

Ok, I was taking this photo when the birthday bitch said " eh, you think ur readers all suaku ah? never see a cup of orange juice before ah? " and I immediately burst out laughing. CB LOR.

STYLE RIGHT.

My 2 beloved bitches and me! =D

2007-12-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Got to meet up with my sweetheart and my sex partner today. HA! was late, and so they ordered food first. :( walked around Far East, and i bought my nipple tapes. LOLOLOL. for wat use eh? of cos is I got one dress that is backless. HAHA.
After that, we went wisma. Wanted to buy Cotton Body's clothes but too crowded alr. -.- den off we went to take train. But at that time was only 8.20, like so early. So, me and sweetheart went PS while Sex Partner went home. She everytime like tt lor!! EEEEYEEEER.
And finally, I bought something from Cotton On. 4 tops total to 50bucks. Heartpain sial. LOL. I NEED WORK! After that, we walked all the way to Centrepoint Mac and slacked. hahas. Around, 11.20 we went to take train home. (:
Tml stayover at sweetheart house with Sex Partner! WHEEEE~!

2007-12-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. woke up at 3plus to 4 today. HAHAH. nice weather to sleep ok. and I slept at 5am in the morning. Guess today will be stay-home day for me. ): nehmind, going out with sweetheart tml!

Went Fullerton Hotel ytdd for a relative's wedding dinner. Grand was the word to describe. It's damn nice la. When I get married, I want my wedding dinner to be like that also. HAHAHHAHA. seeing them get married, makes me feel like getting married also! But, I know, Im still young.

Ok, a few pictures to share. (:

Mum and me, b4 going out.

From left to right : Xiaoyi, Dayi, Eryi

Pictures of outing with the girls on 15th Dec! (:

2007-12-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

YIPEEE!!! finally got to meet up with my jamie and weiqi! LOVE THEM LA! was late but still, we had a fun day. took neoprints. hehs. den went o HongKong Cafe to had our dinner. We were damn hungry la. Den weiqi's 3jie came, plus Peishi, my sec sch mate. HAHA. world so small eh. hmms, as usual la. Weiqi was entertaining us with her jokes, and we were laughing like mad. Went home around 11.3o, and on the way home, Weiqi was like telling me dunno what rapists and stuffs, den her 3jie also said what a girl kana attacked when going home late. I was scared la, after listening, therefore, asked my bro to wait for me at the bus stop. -.- HAHA.

And and, something somehow pissed me off. And I was kinda sad. I wore a white mini skirt today. I was on the escalator up at somerset, and there's this uncle, behind me. I think he took his hp camera to take photos. There's was like a flashlight can. FUCKER!! I was unsure, but I really did saw a flashlight! But it happened too fast, mayb I saw wrongly. I really don't know what's with all those ticopehs la. SICKENING CAN. Are they really that despo? NB. *&%!@!*

Friday was a slack day for me, with my GIRLFRIENDS!! at civic mac. hahha. (: As usual, camwhored la. LOL. But, shall upload a few. hehs.

And oh ya, today was first day of RP's Open House. Damn sian lor. Nth to do can. Just slacked around, for 4 hrs. And I kept yawnin. heng, got felfel dear and that Hui Zhuang to entertain me. HAHA!

Neoprint of us! From left to right: Weiqi, Jamie & Me.

2007-12-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

Slacking with sweetheart after school becomes my daily routine. HA! lol. that's what sweethearts are for, yeahs? LOVESLOVES!
Was late for sch today, missed first meeting and also, second meeting. Fuck right. ): I hope I don't get C today. Class was abit quiet today, cos there were only like 9people left in the class? LOL. Felt weird presenting to a small group of people. But at least, not that stressed.
And yay, took pictures with sweetheart in the library ytd. We tried alot of effects. WAHAHAHA. you can tell how bored we are huh. But, with sweetheart around, it's never boring! WHEEEEE~
I want to watch The tattooist, can anyone bring me go watch? LOL.
And oh, this saturday meeting up with my dearest Jamie and Weiqi! Miss them lots la. Plus my JanJan also. But she like everytime not free. TSKKKKKKKK.

Can you see the heartshape? <3

There are more pictures in my phone, but currently, the cable's not with me. Upload next time! (: