Wednesday, August 8, 2007'♥
Things just don't always go the way i want. feeling so terrible inside ytd and the night b4. slept at 1plus cos cant go to sleep? things always happen for a reason. God put me thru all these, mayb is want me to learn something. I just realised i cant trust anybody anymore. Im always cheated by people, people who think im innocent, dumb and watever you call that, gong gong. I just dunno why such things must always happen to me. ok, 3RD TIME i think. people telling me ' actual ' stuffs about their fren, making me confused. dunno who to believe.
FUCK sia, im sry if i sounded crude but I cannot tahan. Im tired of all these, really. Please don't mess my life up. Im pathetic enough. I may seem strong on the outside but deep inside, im jus weak. Like wat Roy had said, ya. everybody does have his/her weak side. And everybody do need a shoulder or listening ears at times. But im happy enough to know that, i still got my lovely great bunch of friends to be there for me. I just love them lots. Seriously, i have doubts about trust. But, Fengguang told me, don't doubt trust, cos trust is in you. [ if i dont rmb wrongly ] Somehow, i think i get what he meant. Roy, Rapheal, Fengguang. Thank you guys alot, for giving me advices.
TRY ME & YOU SHALL DIE.
