Monday, January 19, 2009'♥
Things got to end;
Someday.
Really
For letting me feel loved for once.
For letting me feel im someone important before.
Times gone, would never be back.
Perhaps, you might not.
People said " We'll only cherish when the thing's gone. "
It's too late to cherish now, I guess.
Thanks for loving me before, but it's my
Hope it's a lesson learnt for me.
TO TREASURE THE ONE I LOVE; & NOT LETTING GO.
ps: I WANT MY FUCKING PSP BACK!
Currently the song playing in my blog now.
Disappear - Beyonce
If i beg and if i cry
Would it change the sky tonight
Will it give me sunlight
Should i wait for you to call
Is there any hope at all
Are you drifting by
When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
And then i lie all by myself
I see your face, i hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed
If it's good it's got to last
It feels so right
When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear
I missed all the signs
One at a time you were ready
What did i know starting our lives
No my love, i'm ready to shine
When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, disappear
❤ 9:44 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009'♥
I WANNA HAVE FUN THIS HOLIDAYS!
I feel like.........
:D
❤ 11:31 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009'♥
WHEN CAN I FIND MY TRUE LOVE?
JUS WHEN?
& I thought you were the one that im looking for;
& I thought you were the one that I can rely on for the rest of my life;
& I thought you were the one that I can bear babies wth;
& I thought you were the one that would be there for me whenever I needed you;
& I thought you were the one that I would wake up with every morning;
& I thought you were the one that I would go to sleep with every night;
& I thought you were the one that would always make me happy;
& I thought you were the one that I would always hug to sleep with;
& I thought you were my EVERYTHING;
so many thoughts, countless of them, just running through my mind.
I wont pen all of them down.
Im just feeling hurt and sad.
Ya, and it's ALWAYS ME WHO THINK TOO MUCH.
cos you're not me, you'll never know how im feeling too.
I always envy those couples who're just so sweet and I wonder when will I be like them. I think I won't get the chance.
Love is not all about jealousy. Love is not all about quarrels. Love is understanding, forgiving and trust.
WHEN WILL THE RIGHT ONE ARRIVE. Im still searching and waiting.....
All I want is a happy and simple family, a husband who is loving and caring. Don't anyone fit this bill? & I thought my expectations are simple. It turns out not to be. SIGH. ):
❤ 8:25 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009'♥
FINALLY...
I've got the courage.
It's not as bad as I thought it would be.
But still, it sucks. (:
Night everybody.
❤ 4:07 AM
Sunday, January 4, 2009'♥
It hurts. It hurts to think about why it hurts, yet I can't seem to think of anything else. It's always there, all the time. I want to do something about it. Something that will make it go away. Or that will make me feel some relife. Anything. But I can't. I think about it. All the time.
Sorry, if I had to do this. One day, you'll understand.
A smoke for me, perhaps? (:
❤ 11:41 PM
