Thursday, May 29, 2008'♥
GSS is here and I wanna go shopping!!
LIKE OMG. so many things on my mind to buy, but not enough money.
Here's one tube dress from ZARA which i wanna buy.
Still thinking of buying a model car for my bf which costs 100plus.
It's called Subaru Impreza, if im not wrong.
He collects a lot of model cars. Next time I shall take pictures of those cars and post them up! I swear you guys will grow to like model cars too. DAMN NICE. He's good at making model cars too, but that was in the past. Those rich guys who drive expensive cars will find him to make one for them. Ever since he went army, he can't do well already. That's so sad. But it's ok, he said he would make one Lamborgini for me. MY DREAM CAR CAN. :D:D
As days past, I grow to like cars too. Each time when we're on the road, we both will look out for nice cars. Too many to name, and I cant remember their names too. Only he does. Heehee.
And oh yes, first time went East Coast for dinner with his sis, sis's bf and sis's friends last sun. Total of 8 of us. Nice hanging out with them, they're a bunch of humorous people. And yes, we sat his sis's bf car. Damn shiok la. He told me the car cost $100,000 plus. No wonder so comfortable. HAHAHAA. His sis's working as manager at a company called Molten Brown. There's one outlet at Taka. Tried the products before, and I think it's not bad. (:
Anyway, hope I can get along well with his family. I don't want his parents and sis to dislike me! But I doubt so, cos his sis gave me some of her clothes, either never worn or worn once. So nice of her. Hehs.
Ending a picture of me.
❤ 1:58 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008'♥
LIKE FINALLY. im back, people.
Thanks to KianHeng for the helping me buy the adaptor. (:
Yes, overdue pictures. Shan do any talking.
that's my sweets. :D I LOVE HER.
Perhaps, what we need is time now.
to prove everything.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
I feel im just like a prisoner,
being jailed by you.
Everything I do, I cant seem to make you happy.
You don't allow me to talk to guys, even my close friends.
Other not-so-close guys you don't allow, I can listen.
But, it's just too much for me to take it.
How can one girl possibly don't have ANY guy friend?
I tried compromising.
But yet, each time, all you did was think too much.
Even things which dint even happen, you can make it sound so true.
Yes, I know you're tired.
But im really trying very hard.
Don't you think Im tired too?
Days spent with you for the past few months indeed had its ups and downs.
I really treasure the times spent with you.
And how I wish we could really go on for as long as we can.
Yes, marriage might be too far for us to talk about now.
But I enjoy having those talks with you, seriously.
Whatever it is, I learnt, what matters most, is that we should all be happy together now.
Everything doesn't matter, really.
As long as there's happiness.
If there's no happiness, what's there even more to talk about?
Even though we face problems at times, and not talk to each other.
I still miss you.
I still think of you.
I still love you.
I still wait for a msg from you. )):
❤ 9:43 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008'♥
Hello.
It sucks seriously, not having adaptor. Cant do this, cant do that. -.- am so going to Fujitsu there to buy alr.
This post should be way up long ago. But...
Anyway, on my birthday, my sem 1 classmates sort of celebrated for me. They bought a cake for me and yes. Really thanks alot. You guys made my day. :D Pictures shall do the talking.
I love this artistic shot taken by Ben!
That's all. Hope you guys enjoy the pictures. (:
Sighs. Things aren't going very well. I really don't know what to do. I know I've hurt you in a way or so. But I seriously swear, from start till now, I've never done anything unfaithful to you. I guess, time is really what we need now. I let you free.
❤ 2:21 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008'♥
| The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's |
 You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! |
What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?
Well, a short quiz I've done. Seems like I love sleeping with nth on. HAHAHHAA.
Currently, my adaptor's spoilt and I can't charge my laptop when it's low batt. That explains why I've not been updating and stuffs. UPDATES SOON GUYS! Don't abandon my blog okayy. :D XOXO.
❤ 3:23 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008'♥
YES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
Im like finally eighteennnnnn. (ard 1hr more) :D Spells more freedom yeahs? I hope so.
Had an advanced birthday celebration with my family, cos Im gonna fetch him tml.
A few pictures to share with you guys. Made the photos in those pinky colour cos real colour not that nice eh. so change effect. Pardon if the pictures are like SHOCKING PINK! lol.
My favourite colour though. heehee.
I LOOK SO HAPPY IN THIS PHOTO. :D:D
I was looking at my mum's hp camera instead.
Although it was a mini celebration, it's enough to make me happy alr. Im glad I have my family. They're the ones who will always be there for me no matter what. They're the ones who will love me whole-heartedly. They're the ones who will sacrifice willingly. I LOVE THEM.
Well, wanna thanks those who helped me when im down. Really thanks alot. Without you guys, I don't know what will become of me. Perhaps a lifeless, emo me or whatever la.
Feeling better alot alr, and tml shall be the day we talk things out. I hope everything turns out fine, like some of you had said.
Thanks in advance to those who will be wishing me happy birthday. :D:D:D
YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD YO!
Replies to tags:
Johnne : yeahs, i know. But I really feel like making myself drunk. )): Anyway, find one day we go clarke quay drink. STEADY OK. with wiseys. HAHAH.
Yuanshan : ok, thanks sweetheart. :D:D
Justin : LOL. yeahs lo. can't help it. sighs. I will tk care. you too! (:
Felfel : Dear. thanks. :D:D
Jinman : I'll try! (: missya.
SZB : hais. yeahs lor. sad things ma. of cos emo. but feeling better le. (:
Benz : STEADY. :D:D:D when i free i tell u!
Danny : LOL. tt's funny har. :D u treat me ah? HAHAH.
❤ 10:37 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008'♥
you said you don't love me anymore.
But I still love you alot.
you said we aren't as strong as I think.
But it's trust that cause me to be strong and think that way.
you said you're lucky to have me.
But I think im the one who's lucky to have you.
you showered me with love like no one else do.
you cared for me like no one else do.
but yet..
you hurt me cruelly like no one else do.
you said let time prove everything.
But how much more time do I have to wait for you to love me once again?
I know what I did in the past was wrong, was bad. And it caused you to worry and have no trust in me slowly. Everyone do make mistakes. Nobody is perfect. Even prisoners are given a second chance, why am I not? Life's so unfair.
FUCK THIS TAIWAN TRIP OF YOURS.
I need air. I need to take a breathe. I need break. I need BOOZE. Never in my life, I've this strong urge to go drinking. NEVER.
yes, drinking cant make me forget my sorrows totally, but at least, for that moment.
someone jio me go please.
I hope my 18th birthday won't be a sad one, SERIOUSLY.
who knows, i might be celebrating alone. sighs*
Life's unpredictable. )):
❤ 9:49 PM
'♥
HEY YO.
super tired from working. but glad it was the last day. :D:D
saw Raphael and friends. visited Rachel at Cotton On. den trained home at around 9.
Thought could go drinking and forget everything for once, but... cancelled. ))):
I really need a breakkkkk man. He's like torturing me, though he's not even doing anything. Yet, I felt so miserable.
I really don't know what to do. Sorry if I made this post emo again. I can't help it. SIGHS.
Can anyone save me?
Bugis with Bitch later. MISSHER.
❤ 12:02 AM
Saturday, May 3, 2008'♥
One week of sch had passed. No, should be 3 days of sch.
Went Vivo with Jinman today. First time going out with her SIAL~ LMAO.
Glad to have met her, cos I feel we really can click. Hope our friendship will grow stronger and stronger each day babe! :D
Dinner at LJS and off I went home with WeiJun and Mcclain. Both of them super dsiao la. But overall, I still dint regret meeting them. It's been ages since I last saw my Zara colleagues. Super miss them. ))): Weijun's still the same, except he's getting more and more lame. -.- Mcclain too.
Oh ya, and they both jio me go drink later in the night after my work. Notice it's saturday now. But im still hesistating leh. HOWHOWHOW?
Feel so tired of everything. I WISH I WASN'T ME. )))):
Ending with another picture of me. LOVE YOU GUYS. TAG ME PLEASE. AT LEAST I KNOW IM NOT WRITING TO THE WALL. heeeheeee.
Why do you always have to say those words to hurt me? Does it make you happy seeing me so miserable? All the things I have done, perhaps it meant nth to you at all.
❤ 12:00 AM
