Monday, October 22, 2007'♥
MONDAY'S BLUES! :( yeahs, well. had a chat with someone ytd night. not a good one. made me sad only. FUCK. I didn't want it to turn out this way. But, no choice. Life's always unfair. Life's sucks, AT TIMES. totally agree with Star man. Actually, I also dunno what im feeling. Im really at a lost. mixed feelings. indescribable feelings. hmms, nehmind. soon I will get over it. Life has its ups and downs. One must learn how to stand up when fall down. I must be strong, and I will. =D
Somehow, I really do feel i mix alot with guys. Realised almost all my frens are guys, few are girls. This isn't the way. I don't want. I wanna change for the better. I don't want my future bf to say he feels insecure and stuffs. All these I already heard a few times, and thus making me end up with nothing at all.
I wan to study hard now. I want to plan for my future. YES. money cant buy everything, but money is the root of all problems. You have to earn alot to survive in this high tech and advanced Singapore. Really wanna marry a rich guy so that I don't have to worry. You can say im MATERIALISTIC. But who don't wan to marry a rich guy and lead a comfortable life? Life's like that. It's reality. im sure all girls want. Those who say only wan love, are all FAKERS. nowadays, alot of young couples have shot gun marriages. Mostly all ended up quarrelling over money. No money to support the baby, no money to buy milk, no money to buy this and that. You tell me, will they ended up divorcing? Most probably yes. therefore, one should have a stable income and den get married.
Well, I dunno why i started preaching. LOLOLOL. ok. enough. shall post some pictures of me. IM VAIN. HAHAHAHAHA. who isn't?
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