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Friday, July 25, 2008'♥
Is this your way of ending our relationship?
From ytdd night onwards, I didn't get a reply from you anymore.
Tried calling you, but you never pick up.....
The phone just continue to ring...
Each time I called, all I ever hope was that you would pick up and I could hear you at the other end.
But each time, it gave me disappointment.
All I heard was " The M1 customer you're calling is not responding............ "
As much as I love you, as much as I don't wish to break up, but still, you cruelly left me just like that.
Is this God's way of punishing me, for the wrongs that I've done in the past. All I ever asked was to be with you, all I ever asked was, is a perfect love.
But nth is perfect, afterall.
From this relationship, I learnt that if a person don't trust you at all, no matter what you do, how hard you try, the person will still not believe in you. It just makes me wonder, then why am I changing so hard for? For fun? For play? Definitely not.
I did all these because of one thing, and that's I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
I just felt discouraged, after changing so much for you and yet you didn't "see" it.
Why do I always have all these shit happening to me? One after another. Im really tired, really very tired. Im tired of putting up a strong front in front of everyone. I just feel like crying. I really wish to just forget everything but I can't. Memories are already etched deeply inside my heart.
I know you wouldn't be reading this, but if one day you might happen to read it, I'll still be here. Always.
Life has to move on, that's what everyone telling me. But how could I move on? I really don't know how. SIGH. Im taking a step slowly and slowly now. )):
The diva ♥
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