Monday, January 12, 2009'♥

WHEN CAN I FIND MY TRUE LOVE?
JUS WHEN?
& I thought you were the one that im looking for;
& I thought you were the one that I can rely on for the rest of my life;
& I thought you were the one that I can bear babies wth;
& I thought you were the one that would be there for me whenever I needed you;
& I thought you were the one that I would wake up with every morning;
& I thought you were the one that I would go to sleep with every night;
& I thought you were the one that would always make me happy;
& I thought you were the one that I would always hug to sleep with;
& I thought you were my EVERYTHING;
so many thoughts, countless of them, just running through my mind.
I wont pen all of them down.
Im just feeling hurt and sad.
Ya, and it's ALWAYS ME WHO THINK TOO MUCH.
cos you're not me, you'll never know how im feeling too.
I always envy those couples who're just so sweet and I wonder when will I be like them. I think I won't get the chance.
Love is not all about jealousy. Love is not all about quarrels. Love is understanding, forgiving and trust.
WHEN WILL THE RIGHT ONE ARRIVE. Im still searching and waiting.....
All I want is a happy and simple family, a husband who is loving and caring. Don't anyone fit this bill? & I thought my expectations are simple. It turns out not to be. SIGH. ):